? If he liked laughing with me as much as he does now, I wouldn¡¯t have died six years ago when I left.
However, when I looked at the stars later, I thought, this might not be a good thing.
He doesn't like to smile at me, so I can see the true relationship between me and him earlier, and get away from him earlier, so as not to spend another seven years, two seven yearsendless.
Later, Xiao Asheng picked on me, saying that he couldn't understand if I was really stupid, or if I was lying to myself.
I didn't understand what it meant, so I asked her why. She didn't say anything.
Some time ago, when she was going to the imperial city, she told me that in fact, my heart had been deceiving myself for a long time. How could I get away earlier? I just got away from Yun'an, but not from him.
I just changed to a place without him, and took another six years. After thinking about what A Sheng said, I feel bad all over.
So I clearly understand that in front of him, I can't be calm. But please don't inadvertently tease me.
Even though I knew he was unintentional, but from my point of view, he held my hands like this and raised his eyes to look at me, he was just teasing my life. My life is now telling me that it is about to lose its hold. I reluctantly taught it to endure.
Because when I met his eyes, I was thinking, if I don¡¯t hold back, next month I will buy Yueyin on the impulse to buy the thing that I didn¡¯t buy because I was poor, and I will serve him such a pot while making tea I guess I will be sorry for Mrs. Zun's portrait at that time, and I will be bloodthirsty and devoured by him afterwards.
So I have to bear with it.
Thinking of this, I quickly waved my hand, "I can do this kind of trivial matter by myself."
I know the truth of "love is in the eyes if it is not expressed in the mouth", so I deliberately did not meet him. Just staring at the hot towel, wondering when he would let go.
After waiting for a while, his hands still didn't move. I slightly raised my eyelids to look at him, only to find that he was also staring at me with a smile on his lips.
I suspect that the egg yolk I ate in the morning stuck to the corner of my mouth, otherwise I don't know why he is so funny staring at me.
"What are you laughing at?" I finally couldn't help asking, and at the same time shrank my neck, a little embarrassed.
He let go of one hand and picked up the bowl beside him, "Laughing at you."
The maid next to her put the basin aside and exited the room.
"Why are you laughing at me?" Of course I knew he was laughing at me.
He handed me the medicine bowl, "Drink it while it's hot, and I'll tell you when it's done."
I took the medicine, lowered my eyes slightly, and saw him seriously taking out a small cloth bag from his sleeve. The pattern on the cloth bag is a bit like the one on the kit I gave him back then. But he didn't want the kit I gave him back then, so how could he remember what patterns were embroidered on it.
I didn't think about anything unrealistic anymore.
When he opened the cloth bag, I only saw a few pieces of brown maltose piled up neatly like a small square mountain.
"I just picked it up in the kitchen." He raised his hand to signal, "You can take a piece after drinking the medicine, it won't be so bitter."
It turned out to be sugar.
When I used to drink medicine, I begged him to buy me a piece of candy with my own money, but he refused. I told him that I was afraid of suffering, and told him the story of Xiao Chunyan who was so miserable that she couldn't sleep after drinking the medicine, but he was still not moved.
With his help, I have cured my sickness of being a beggar and being too hypocritical. So later on, I no longer need to eat sugar when I drink medicine.
Not to mention the present. I was physically weak, and during the six years in Liuzhou I often suffered from wind and cold, I was already used to taking medicine, and I was used to being bored. I'm past the age when people need to be coaxed to drink medicine with sugar, and of course, no one at that age coaxed me with sugar.
Jing Xian probably never liked girls who were busy and hypocritical. But I didn't understand it when I was young, and I just loved to be hypocritical in front of him. Or as Sister Minmin said, no matter what kind of girl she is, when she likes a person, she will like to twist and flirt in front of him.
Maybe it is because I am hypocritical that he doesn't like me.
At this moment, it's hard for him to accommodate me and bring me some candy. I appreciate it.
"Actually, you don't have to coax me. I can drink the medicine obediently. I drank it a lot when I was in Liuzhou, and I don't feel bitter anymore." After speaking, I didn't bother to look at him. He crossed the bowl and signaled, "Look."
However, in order not to spoil his kindness, I still took one from his palm and put it in my mouth, nodded and praised, "Sugar is also delicious."
I feel that I have done a very appropriate job, and I am more heartless than before in dealing with people.?It has been a great improvement. At least I didn't touch his face, and I didn't make him think I was hypocritical.
But I don't understand why he doesn't look at me with a smile. I saw that he looked a little lonely. This is something I don't see very often.
I don't know what to say to him to break the deadlock. As I said earlier, I have been quiet for a lot these years, and I have lost the vitality of chasing him, and I can't make noise in his ear.
Mainly, I know I'm annoying when I make a fuss. He had said it.
Still sitting on the carved shelf, I felt uneasy and wanted to come down quietly.
"It's good to eat." He seemed to have adjusted his mood, and quickly pressed my arm with one hand to keep me from coming down.
I withdrew my arm slightly and nodded in response.
At the same time, he turned around and soaked the towel in hot water, then wrung it dry and wrapped it around my hands.
"I finished drinking the medicine, shouldn't you tell me what you were laughing at me just now?" Forgive my curiosity and stubbornness, I really want to know why he smiles at me, a person he once hated.
He pursed his thin lips lightly, one hand rested on the back of my hand through a warm towel, but the other hand suddenly lifted up. I saw that the corners of his lips were about to blur again.
In the empty room, the cold plum blossoms in the corner are lonely and abundant. Nobody answered my question.
As his fingertips approached, my breathing became more rapid, and the tips of my ears burned, and I looked at him pretending to be calm, pretending to be relieved.
"I just laughed at you" In the end, he prolonged the word, and his slender fingers slowly landed on the corners of my lips. Blushed."
"" At this point I have to say something to make myself less stupid. His fingertips didn't move away, and I followed the principle of not moving if the enemy doesn't move, keeping my posture leaning against the wall and not daring to move.
After holding back for a while, I managed to choke out a sentence, "Ben, it's just instinct. This face may have its own thoughts" I doubt that my mouth also has its own thoughts to say such stupid things.
Seeing that the smile in his eyes grew stronger, I tightened the handkerchief in my hand, wanting to lower my head to see if there was any seam.
Let's not talk about whether we can find the ground seam, let me bow my head first. He held my jaw with his index finger, not allowing me to do what I wanted. I was forced to make eye contact with him.
"Jing Xian, what are you doing?" I was very confused.
With a calm demeanor, he stretched out his thumb to brush the corner of my lips, and said calmly, "The medicine stain. I'll just wipe it off for you." He withdrew his hand, smiled again, raised his eyebrows and said, "You look at me so expectantly , what do you want me to do?"
I should not have the slightest expectation, because I have self-knowledge.
Well, even if I have it in my heart, I have told myself to control my facial expression and never show it. He said this to tease me by making up lies out of thin air.
"I didn't expect" I defended myself in a low voice.
He squinted at me, and his voice was clear and clear, "You know it, there is."
"Jing Xian, don't make such a joke." You don't know how afraid I am of your wife walking in the door suddenly, how can I argue at that time? All I can say is that my heart moves first.
He narrowed his eyes slightly, lowered his eyes and smiled, put a finger against his lips, and said softly, "Shh"
I was puzzled, but he motioned for me to listen.
After I whispered in my ear mysteriously, he leaned close to my ear and whispered to me, "I don't think I was joking just now. Huaguan, do you want me to kiss you, huh?"
Poor God, has he learned mind reading all these years?
Yes, I want you to kiss me, pin me against the wall, kiss me hard. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com