Zhang Yue covered her mouth exaggeratedly, "I don't think I should tell you this."
That night many years ago, Lin Mianmian and He Shenglin broke up peacefully. After hanging up the phone, Zhang Yue found that He Shenglin was drunk because of the breakup.
She knew that Lin Mianmian had misunderstood the relationship between her and He Shenglin. Back then, she still liked He Shenglin. Even when she came to the Arctic scientific research, in the ice and snow and loneliness, He Shenglin did not make any ambiguous actions towards her.
At that time, Zhang Yue saw that He Shenglin was sad, and she also felt uncomfortable, so she had to call Lin Mianmian to explain clearly after picking up the phone.
"It's my fault you don't call her."
Today, she repeated He Shenglin's original words to Lin Mianmian.
"Until now, I feel that I caused you to break up. I have been guilty until now, so I remember his words very clearly."
Zhang Yue feels that after so many years, there is nothing to hide.
Anyway, she had already accidentally told Lin Mianmian about what happened back then, and she told Lin Mianmian about what happened back then.
"Actually, a few weeks before you broke up, he wanted to go back to you."
After they went to the Arctic for scientific research, it was difficult for them to go home often, and they stayed in the small scientific research station there for a long time.
Before Zhang Yue went there, she didn't understand why the Arctic scientific research station had the extreme incident of scientists killing each other because of anger. After staying for a few weeks, she suddenly understood.
Humans are social animals, isolated in the middle of a world of ice and snow, and will begin to miss all familiar things related to civilized society.
Their nerves will be tense to the extreme, and those with weaker will may even be at risk of mental breakdown.
In that situation, He Shenglin had a chance to go back to school for the purpose of research.
"He always wanted to take that opportunity to go back to you, but because of the sudden snowstorm in the polar region, the trip was postponed. After that, within a few weeks, you called again and said that you knew about my work in the scientific expedition team "
Now she has someone she loves, Zhang Yue didn't understand Lin Mianmian's entanglement at that time, but now she finally understands.
He Shenglin did not tell Lin Mianmian that Zhang Yue was also on the expedition team.
Lin Mianmian didn't know about it all the time, and was waiting there for He Shenglin to come back.
In the end, before He Shenglin came back, he heard from someone he knew that Zhang Yue was also on the scientific expedition team.
Both of them are first-timers in a relationship, and they have almost never encountered such a big misunderstanding. They have called several times, but they all ended in quarrels and crying.
For the last time, Lin Mianmian called calmly and told He Shenglin the news of the breakup.
"That was the first time I saw He Shenglin get drunk, and then During that time, he would drink after his normal work. He got drunk and fell asleep in the boys' dormitory. The first Get up the next day stretching your body, and after all the work, he'll be drunk again."
Zhang Yue saw Lin Mianmian's unbearable eyes. She knew it was too late to say this now, but she really couldn't bear the pain of He Shenglin back then to fade away without a trace.
If the two cannot be together, then these words should also leave traces in Lin Mianmian's heart, traces for a lifetime.
After all, Zhang Yue and Lin Mianmian were not familiar with each other. The two met each other because of He Shenglin, and most of the time they were in a "competitive" relationship. Zhang Yue couldn't take care of that much, she just wanted to let He Shenglin's efforts be seen.
"I thought he couldn't make it through."
Zhang Yueru said.
"I thought he would become the first scientist in the history of the scientific research station to have a mental breakdown."
When Zhang Yue thought of that time, her eyes turned red, not only because of He Shenglin's sadness, but also because of the hard days of testing her body and mind for the dedication of science.
"However, one day two weeks later, it was less than half a month after we broke up with you. That night, he stood in front of the wine box for a long time without taking the wine back. After that, he never touched him again."
Zhang Yue patted Lin Mianmian lightly, "He is a strong man, one of the strongest people I know."
"That's how he is. It took him more than ten days to recover from breaking up with you."
She said softly: "I believe that for him, the recovery time of the operation of digging flesh and cutting bones will be faster."
It was also that time that she completely gave up on He Shenglin.
Because Zhang Yue witnessed a deep love.
Although?The protagonist of love is not her, but she was shocked.
Lin Mianmian's clothes were already wet with tears. She couldn't imagine the difficult environment in the polar region, nor their lonely hearts when they were in the scientific research station.
After listening to Zhang Yue's words, she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.
Many memories flooded up like a tide. She thought she had forgotten it long ago, but she didn't expect that she would still remember it.
During that time, she would call him two or three times a week, and while chatting, he would share with her all kinds of novel things he encountered in the North Pole. Sometimes, I will also share with her science-related experiments that she doesn't understand at all.
His voice has always been so sunny, and his tone is always so relaxed.
Lin Mianmian never thought that his environment would be so difficult. At that time, she was tortured by missing him, and her eyes only fell on herself.
"SisterI see."
When Lin Mianmian spoke, her voice was trembling.
"You know, my mission has been accomplished."
Zhang Yue said apologetically: "I was also very ignorant at that time. There are some things that should be explained to you before I leave. At that time, I was also fantasizing in a certain corner of my heart. Maybe we will go to the north of the world together. Something will be different between us.¡±
She whispered to Lin Mianmian what had been in her heart for a long time, "At that time, I was immature and hurt your relationship. This apology will remain in my heart for the rest of my life."
Lin Mianmian grabbed her wrist tightly, and she looked at the guilt-ridden Zhang Yue with red eyes, "Sister, don't feel sad. Our affairs have nothing to do with you. If our relationship is firm enough, you just like him again. We won't be affected by you either."
She also understood that she and He Shenglin broke up because they were immature at the time.
Zhang Yue is just the fuse, she is not the most important reason.
It was not the last straw that broke the camel's back. The relationship between them became very fragile because of their immaturity.
So fragile that when encountering a problem, the first thing Lin Mianmian thinks of is to separate, not to work hard.
"Thank you"
Zhang Yue nodded, and Lin Mianmian looked at her, knowing that Zhang Yue would still feel sad.
However, she didn't have time to comfort Zhang Yue, and held her hand tightly, "Where is He Shenglin now? I want to see him." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com