Lin Ruxia suddenly began to examine her previous life.
It was found that she was often kidnapped by emotions and moved by herself.
For example, when she divorced Huo Zhengting because of Jiang Ciyan, how did she tell herself?
"Lin Ruxia, you are awesome, you are not afraid of power for love, you can give up all this rich life for love! Because love is priceless, and love is the most precious!"
That's what she told herself.
Thinking about it now, isn't this a typical love brain?
Don't look at reality, only care about love first?
It would be fine if it was true love, but it is false love.
It was self-righteousness that blinded Lin Ruxia's mind, thinking that her love was perfect, and she fell into the illusion that she created for herself, sending herself to a dead end.
Another example.
What did she tell herself when she first discovered Jiang Ciyan's face when he knew he didn't have much money?
"Lin Ruxia, you are thinking too much. How can you dislike you for having no money? He has loved you for so many years, even if you are married, he will never leave you. Isn't this true love? What do you mean? How can you be so vulgar and use money to measure the relationship between you and Ci Yan?"
But what are the facts?
It's Jiang Ciyan who clearly dislikes himself!
Why do I always have to deceive myself like this, living in the perfect world I imagined?
As long as I was a little clearer at the time, I wouldn't be like this!
Lin Ruxia suddenly felt that she was very hateful at that time, she wished to go back to her previous life, and when she and Huo Zhengting divorced, she would slap herself hard!
Lin Ruxia slowly loosened her clenched fists, stroking her lower abdomen.
She murmured and asked in her heart: "Son, did you give mother this chance?"
"Thank you, mom doesn't regret at all now that she didn't bring you to this world to have a look. Mom might as well understand as a baby like you."
"Your choice is correct. The world is not friendly to you. Thank you for letting mom wake up. If you can perceive it, remember that even if mom has never seen you, she still loves you very much."
"Mom will give you a younger brother or younger sister. But the father of your younger brother and sister is not the same person as your father. They may be luckier than you, have a good father, and have the opportunity to be born in this world. "
"Maybe you are not so lucky, but you are still the first child in mother's heart, and you are still mother's baby."
"If God can really perceive my words, I hope it can arrange for you to have a good pregnancy, choose a good family, and live this life happily."
Lin Ruxia closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and slowly calmed down.
Huo Zhengting has been looking at Lin Ruxia, watching her face turn dark and pale for a while, see her agitated for a while, and peaceful for a while.
He stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around Lin Ruxia's shoulders, and asked her softly, "What's wrong?"
Startled by Lin Ruxia who interrupted her train of thought suddenly, she opened her eyes suddenly.
The pictures of the previous life and this life intertwined and overlapped each other, Lin Ruxia slowed down in this other world for a while before realizing what her current situation was.
She forced a smile and shook her head. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com