"Later, when I woke up, my whole body ached and I was hungry."
"I was locked in a basement, and there were four or five girls locked up with me."
"Compared to them, my situation is much better."
"One girl's tongue was pulled out, another girl's fingernails were smashed off, and another girl's kneecap was dug out."
"It took a day or two before I realized that it turned out that because I was more able to resist, all the girls in this room were girls who would suffer a lot."
"I am terrified, I am afraid that I will become like this."
"I still want to go back, I still want to dance, I still want to live well."
"So I behaved very obediently afterwards, and these people were willing to let me go and spare me."
"After about half a month or so, the wounds on my body were almost healed, so they changed my place."
"At the beginning, it might be because I still have some good looks. These people wanted to send me to sell."
"At that time, I thought, if you sell it, you can sell it. As long as you can live, what does it matter if you are innocent?"
"At least there may be a chance to escape."
"But another day later, people from Xin'an Village came to look at the goods. The meaning of looking at the goods is to see if there are any suitable girls, and buy them back to give birth to those men who can't find wives."
"I was bought back by people from Xin'an Village."
"After arriving in Xin'an Village, I was sent to his father's house."
Having said that, Su Lan glanced at the child sleeping in her arms, and said with a wry smile: "There is no marriage certificate, no wedding banquet, nothing, and that night, I was severely cleaned up."
"That man bought me just to carry on the family line, so 30 days a month, I was tortured by him over and over again for 20 days."
"For a while, I felt that I was no longer a person, but a beast that could be controlled by others at will."
"Later, I got pregnant."
"At this time, my life became a little easier. He stopped beating and scolding me frequently, and he was willing to give me something good to eat."
"Later, the months got bigger and bigger, and I asked him if he wanted to book a hospital in advance. After all, it is very difficult to arrange a number for a hospital now."
"In the end, this man looked at me like he was looking at an alien, and said something to me that I will never forget¡ª"
"He said: Do you think you still live in the city? You go to the hospital to give birth? There are midwives in the village, so you can't give birth by yourself? If other women can give birth, you can't give birth?"
"I was really shocked. I didn't expect that in this era, there are still places where babies are born at home. When my mother gave birth to me, they were all born in the hospital."
"The day I gave birth to him, I felt like I had lost my life."
Su Lan looked at the child in her arms, and tears fell silently: "I love this child, after all, he is a piece of flesh that fell from me."
"But I also hate this kid. He almost caused me to lose my life and ruined my life."
"I don't know what my parents should think of this child after I go back, and I don't know how I should treat this child."
"My feelings for him are really complicated. When you were singing, I wondered many times in my heart whether to bring him out." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com