Just reading her first sentence made me feel like a knife was piercing my heart. She was obviously going to die, but she seemed to be cheering like that, as if she could remember the bits and pieces of our past, which was more important than being alive.
I endured the pain in my heart and continued to read word by word:
Brother Huang Pi, Zhan Xinyue.
I am very happy that I can call you Brother Huang Pi, because I remembered everything.
It turns out that you are really a great hero who protects the common people, and also my husband from generation to generation. How indifferent I am to you in this original world is how stupid I am compared to me in the star world.
In fact, I originally wanted to leave without saying goodbye, and you and I simply forgot each other in the rivers and lakes. But I know, with Wen Tianshi's relationship with you, it is impossible for him to keep this secret for me. So finally I mustered up the courage to write you this letter.
Brother Huang Pi, promise me, after reading this, don't hate me, let alone blame yourself. All of this is what I deserve. If I can help you do a little more in this way, I am already very content, and I will die without regret.
Let's talk about the things between you and me first, I want all the memories I left in this world to stay between you and me, let all the good memories go with me, and let everything stay beautiful.
I still remember the first time I met you. You were still a low self-esteem mountain boy. I just wanted to show you the outside world. I never thought that you would grow into a towering tree that could shelter the whole world. rain.
I watched you grow up with my own eyes, watched you emerge step by step, and slowly shouldered the burden of saving the world. I realized that you no longer belonged to me, but to the whole world.
In fact, I was repelled at the beginning, and I wanted you to stay with me all the time, and belong to me alone. But your firm eyes tell me that you are born extraordinary, and I am not qualified to enjoy you alone.
So I learned to accept and learn to catch up with you. But I am still too mediocre after all, I will never catch up with you, I can only use death after death to draw our relationship closer.
But Brother Huang Pi, do you know that every time I die for you, I have no regrets, I am really happy, because you will always remember me, and remember that there is a woman who sacrificed for you without regret.
But this time, I hope you don't remember me anymore, because this time I'm not for you, and I don't deserve you to remember me.
Seeing this, you must feel strange, and I don¡¯t want to face myself like this. The real me makes me feel scared, but I must face up to all this bravely and let you know the truth.
Brother Huang Pi, do you know why after I was sent back to the original world by you from the star realm, I didn't have the memory of awakening?
It turned out that it wasn't that I didn't remember, but that I chose to forget.
In fact, when I merged with Duan Hongli's soul, when I completely merged with myself from the star world and the original world, all the memories that belonged to me came back.
But at that moment, I chose to evade, I chose to shrink back, because my memory is not limited to the star world, and even from the other side of the starry sky, from hundreds of millions of years ago.
It turns out that I am the source of all these disasters and the initiator of all these disasters. I dare not face up to all this, because once I choose to accept, it means that I will lose you, and even become an enemy of you, so I cowardly chose to forget.
But when you left without fear of death, when the world of peace you longed for is already in chaos, I finally decided to face it.
I can now bravely tell you that I was the one who led the Yuanzu to the earth, and everything that happened on the earth was in my plan, and you are just a pawn in my plan.
Seeing this, are you scared? Do you regret falling in love with me? What you think is the way to save the world is actually just a step for me to destroy the world. Knowing all this, do you think that I am too evil?
I also hate the real me, so I decided to leave quietly before I can control myself, just like this.
Today I put on the red wedding dress when I married you, and let me send away my soul covered in blood. Since then, there will be no me, Ye Hongyu, in the world.
Brother Huang Pi, I am really reluctant, how I want to call you Brother Huang Pi again. But I don't deserve it, I can only use this way to atone for my sins, I hope there is still time.
Finally, Brother Huang Pi, remember, the Kaiyuan Project is a lie, don't try to find me in any way.
Forget each other, this is our best destination.
May you go to the vast starry sky, to the sea of ??stars, and may your world no longer have my lies.
theA wife who doesn't deserve to love you but loves you forever: Ye Hongyu. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com