In the mirror is a slightly vicissitudes, but very easy-going face, just like Grandpa Chen Yan.
I opened my mouth wide in horror. I was inexplicably horrified for a while, and my mind went blank.
"Grandpa, what's the matter with you? Is there something wrong?" The little girl who was only ten years old was shocked when she saw me in a daze, and didn't dare to approach me.
My brain is in a mess, and I have no mood to communicate with her at all.
After a while, I managed to calm down. The first thought that came to my mind was that Grandpa gave up his life and let me take him away.
He gave me his body, and he may have exploded in that black hole, and the moment I repaired the sky with my body, my soul was gone.
Thinking of this makes my heart ache, I hate myself for being weak and incompetent.
Even if I mend the sky with my body and save all living beings in the whole world, so what?
The world is peaceful, humanity is preserved, but what about me? But I still can't get rid of the fate of needing to rely on my closest relatives to exchange my life for another.
Not only that, but the three most important people in my life, wife Ye Hongyu, brother Ao Ze, grandfather They are separated from me, life and death are uncertain, and they will never see each other.
What is the point of my life like this?
At this moment, I even thought of committing suicide. The catastrophe has been eliminated, the cave has been repaired, and there are no things in this world that I remember, and there is no belief that supports me to go on.
But in the end I couldn't make up my mind to kill myself, not because I was greedy for life and afraid of death, but because I was so cowardly.
My life was given to me by my grandfather, and my mother was still suppressed at the bottom of the Fusang Nine Soul Pagoda, and Yuka Takei would give birth to me at any time, so what right did I have to end it like this?
At least, I also want to make sure that the world is really peaceful, and I will decide the next step after I ensure that those people who need me to care are safe and sound.
After I figured it out, I suppressed the sadness in my heart, and said to the innocent little girl beside me: "Girl, I'm fine, the main reason is that I just walked through the gate of hell, and I couldn't believe it after coming back from the dead. to you?"
I just said it casually, but I didn't expect her small cherry mouth to open wide, and she said with an unbelievable expression: "Grandpa, did you really go to the gate of hell? That's the place where the strongest are only eligible to go after death." , are you a monk too? Are you a Feng Shui master or a warrior?"
After listening to her words, I couldn't help but laugh, and her originally gloomy emotions were stretched a lot by her.
I thought to myself, is this some kind of remote mountain village, backcountry? Why does it feel like this little girl is a little out of touch with society.
I don't know what kind of education she has received, but she actually thinks that the underworld is a place where the strong can only go after death.
I came to her side, patted her head with a smile, and said, "Go, I drank wine with Lord Yan, and he dare not accept my life. Little girl, you saved me, I will turn around Say hello to Lord Yan, I will give you a hundred years of life, and let you live a hundred years."
She burst out laughing, stuck out her cute little tongue, and said, "Grandpa, you really know how to joke, but although I know that you are bragging, Grandpa, when Linger helped you see a doctor before, she also found that although you suffered an incurable injury , but your body is not as old as it looks, but still very young and energetic, so you can wake up, and you should indeed be considered a strong person."
After listening to her words, I suddenly realized that something was wrong, she didn't seem to be joking with me, I always felt that there seemed to be a huge information gap between me and her.
So I immediately refreshed my luck, and the energy flowed through my whole body, and soon I discovered that this was indeed my own body. I didn't seize the grandpa, I'm still me.
But since I didn't take away my grandfather's body, why did I become like my grandfather?
Suddenly, an absurd idea suddenly appeared in my mind, which made me break out in a cold sweat.
Will this be what I should have looked like?
Or, is this what I am now when I am old?
To put it more bluntly, will grandpa be me in decades?
Although this idea is extremely absurd, since "I" was able to travel back to the ancient times on a big ship, it is not impossible for the future "I" to return to my time.
Considering that my grandfather knew my experience almost like the back of his hand, and he would appear in every moment of my life and death, I felt that this possibility was even more likely.
When I first went to the evil world, I had similar thoughts. At that time, I thought that I had died countless times, and it was my grandfather who used his method to bring me back to life again and again.
Now it seems that it may be even more bizarre, he may be me, or even?It was me who lived decades longer than me.
If this is the case, everything is much more reasonable.
But why should I go back to my time in the future? Is it to help me solve the catastrophe? But it stands to reason that if I can live into the future, it means that the catastrophe has been lifted, and there is no reason for him to come back.
What's more, even if he comes back, he is him and I am me, why am I suddenly so old?
In order to verify this answer, I suddenly asked this girl named Linger: "Linger, Grandpa, I am confused, what year is it now?"
She didn't laugh at me for being a fool, but she was very honest, staring at me with a dazed expression, and said, "2065, to be precise, it is the forty-fourth year of the Nirvana Era."
Forty-fourth year of Nirvana, 2065!
After hearing what she said, I was completely dumbfounded. She obviously didn't lie to me. I really am no longer in the real time I am in. I actually came to the future.
Although I don't know how I came here, it must be related to the black hole of the end of the world and 'Grandpa'. I should have come to his real age.
Normal people would be ecstatic if they could go to the future by chance. It is a better era, which means more advanced science, more sophisticated medicine, and a more wonderful world.
But the scene in front of me is obviously different from the future I imagined. It looks very simple here, just a very dark basement, and there is nothing of value. I believe it is back before liberation.
Could it be that although I solved the catastrophe of the last days, people did not go to the light, but encountered a new survival crisis?
I hurriedly asked the little girl: "Ling'er, why did you say that only the strong can go to the gate of hell? Shouldn't normal people be reincarnated?"
She opened her eyes wide and said, "How is it possible? Our human resources are so limited. Only the strong are eligible to be reincarnated. When a small person dies, his soul will be sacrificed to the gods."
I gasped, this future world is worse than I imagined.
Here, ordinary people don't even have the right to die. They are not allowed to reincarnate after death, and their souls must be sacrificed.
how so? In the end what happened?
I thought I brought light to the world, but why did I make people's living environment so bad?
However, although I was terrified, I calmed down quickly. Maybe this is the reason why the future "me" returned to my time.
And I have to figure out the reason, and then think about going back to the era I should go to. Maybe that is the only real salvation.
Fortunately, although this is the future, not too many years have passed. A master like Wen Chaoyang should still be alive. When I find a way to find them, I will naturally be able to figure out the ins and outs.
Thinking of this, I thought of another crucial clue, the USB flash drive my grandfather left for me.
So I immediately said to Linger: "Linger, lend me the computer." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com