"If there is an elixir in this world that can turn gray hair back to black, would you be willing to search for it and give it a try?"
This should be since the reconciliation no, it should be the first time since the reunion that she mentioned the matter of hair color positively.
?Because of all the awkward and weird getting along with each other these days after the reunion, neither of us really mentioned this most obvious and obvious change in her.
However, sooner or later, I always have to mention it. Turning a blind eye is just a kind of escape. For her and for me, I will not feel really comfortable in my heart Or a key layer of window paper was pierced a few hours ago without any danger. Gaining confidence in the relationship, I hope to use this momentum to solve all the problems that are separated from each other.
The confrontation in the rain made people understand. Sometimes, it is better to confront each other loudly and toss hard, than to live with a barrier that cannot be seen or touched.
Of course, if possible, the methods and methods should be paid more or less attention to.
For example, now, after hearing this blurted out sentence, the person in front of him didn't react too much, at least not on the surface. Lian'er didn't even frown, just looked me up and down, and then said expressionlessly: "Why do you think of asking this? You think it's ugly?"
"Then those scars on my back, do you think they are too ugly? Lian'er, dislike and unwillingness are two different things." He asked calmly.
How to deal with this matter has been envisioned countless times over the past year, so I am very calm at the moment, holding her and not letting go, while explaining: "If forty or fifty years later, even if I read it every day, I will only The more I look at it, the happier I am, because that is the proof that we two will grow old together, what we have been looking for all our lives, but that's all But it's too early, Lianer, too early. I won't ask you exactly How did it happen like this Yes, it¡¯s okay to say it to me when you want to say it But now you are in your prime, it shouldn¡¯t be like this, I don¡¯t want to be reconciled, I want to make your gray hair turn black again, just like I am not reconciled to a short life and want to prolong my life In that way, it¡¯s not hard to understand, right?¡±
I will never forget, because of emotion and reason, I actually still "don't know" the reason for her gray hair. If you don't know, you don't know. It's important to understand how strong this person is, so unless necessary, it's better not to point it out at will.
What's more, the past is gone, the most important thing now is to talk about everything, as long as she doesn't hold any grudges and can agree, then even if the medicinal effect of the Youdan Immortal Flower is not enough, I have the confidence to spend the rest of my life looking for various good medicines For oneself in the open, but in the dark to help her, it can be regarded as the best of both worlds.
However, at this moment, this person did not immediately give the answer I wanted. "Would you like it or not? I'm not afraid to tell people everything I have to say! What's more Besides, I don't know how it happened. I just know that overnight maybe I just ate something wrong." Lian'er asked the topic. The point of attention seems to be a little different from my side. First, he explained in a perfunctory way, then he seemed to calm down and adjust his state, and then said lightly: "However, no matter what the cause is, it is already like this. Bai Ye It doesn't matter how dark I am, anyway, I am me, and I am like this. If you are not willing, then there is no need, and if you find it ugly then find someone more pleasing to the eye."
Accompanied by the last word, he threw his hands down angrily. Fortunately, he didn't use too much force, and he was able to catch him firmly. The two people who were holding each other did not separate because of this.
Why did you turn back to the topic of good or bad looks while talking? I don't know if this is a resentful remark or if she really harbored a suspicion, she murmured in her heart, so she didn't dare to talk too much, she only pulled her tighter, put her other hand around her waist, and said softly: "This Aren't you embarrassing me? Lian'er, where can I find someone who is more pleasing to the eye? I have said that you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Even if you change your hair color now, in my eyes, you are the same as you were back then. Also generally the same."
Even if this remark was warm and comforting, it was indeed from the heart, but who knew it would be exchanged for a faint sigh. The person in his arms didn't struggle when he was hugged, but his face was stern, with a bit of usual pride, and he frowned and said: "Although you say so, it's different if it's different, I also I can¡¯t tell. Anyway, it¡¯s different from before, if you want to find me in the past, if you want to go back to the past, I¡¯m afraid you will be disappointed, you have to be clear.¡±
Her tone was serious, reminding her to be serious, but under the cover of her proud posture, what flashed in those eyes was actually a color of contradiction that had never been seen before.
I dare not say that I fully understood the meaning, but to some extent I realized it, so I lost my smile, looked into her eyes seriously, and replied: "You are not someone who lives in the past, Lian'er, you have to believe me No. Who said that we will go back to the past? I have been looking for you all over the past year, and what I think about day and night is not the past, but the future. Will you be sad and cold, will you not want to give your heart to me again???, I will also clean this place, so it is very clean, so you can stay with peace of mind. As if aware of my doubts, Yue Mingke smiled and explained: "Perhaps you have already seen that this house is actually for women. When your master left because of a momentary dispute, the master regretted it very much, but he couldn't find it for a long time. He knew that his wife was hiding from him, so he gave up looking for it and came to live in seclusion in Tianshan Mountain. Later, the husband and wife were reunited, so this room was specially built for the teacher's wife. "
Hearing this, Lian'er and I looked at each other, each showing emotion, but she didn't say much about it, but I hesitated and said, "Soin that case, it wouldn't be a good idea for you to live with us?"
"There's nothing wrong with it." Yue Mingke shook his head and said, "Now that the two elders have passed away, the original use is no longer available. If I can live with you two, I think Master's spirit in heaven will also comfort me."
At this point, he didn't seem to want to mention more sad things, and then he changed the subject again, put the key chain in his hand on the table, and said to me: "Miss Zhuxian, you want to ask me about medicine, but you are really ashamed." , although the master is good at both civil and military skills, I, as an apprentice, have only learned the art of martial arts and the art of war, and even the art of casting and metallurgy has only started to be studied in recent years, so in terms of medicine and stone medicine I'm afraid I won't be of much help."
Hearing what he said, Lian'er, who was still looking around before, immediately turned her head, her brows furrowed as if she was about to go into a fit. I quickly reached out and grabbed her palm and pulled her, telling her to wait for the next sentence. As expected, Yue Mingke continued: "Although I'm not good at it, Master has learned a lot about it. This is why I brought the two of you here. Although this place is inconvenient, Master's relics are all there. Only the books related to martial arts and casting I have moved her to the current residence, and the rest has not been touched at all. I know that Miss Zhuxian already knows some medicine, why don't you just calm down and learn something? Maybe it will benefit you a lot."
What he said was not insincere, but Lian'er immediately sniffed, and she said dissatisfied: "You are a monk, I am not talking about you, you are really a half-hearted monk, I know the saying "Send the Buddha to the West" , how can there be any reason to send half of the food and give some dry food for the Buddha to go on his own way?"
"Aren't I powerless?" Yue Mingke chuckled and didn't take it seriously, she just said: "Besides, it's better to teach a man to fish than to give him a fish. Giving a man a fish is only for one meal, and teaching a man to catch a fish Enjoy a lifetime. Miss Zhuxian also said that she may need to recuperate for the rest of her life, but who can guarantee that she will spend the rest of her life with whom? It is best to know how to take care of yourself.¡±
In fact, at this point, his good intentions couldn't be more clear, and it is really a deep affection. He was about to nod with a smile, but before he could answer, he heard the people around him take the lead and say in displeasure: "Who said no?" ? You're alone, I'll take care of her for the rest of her life!"
This is just a simple sentence, maybe it's just for argument.
But I have to admit that after recovering, the fireworks that bloomed from the bottom of my heart were even more splendid than when I got that kiss in the heavy rain.
Because I understand that even if it is an argument, Lian'er will not say anything against her will.
While smiling uncontrollably, his fingers unconsciously caressed the strap of the pill box on his back, or it was really useless