In a small package double-bound with tissue paper and lotus leaves, the golden urn cake is emitting wisps of fragrance and heat. This kind of soft glutinous rice cake is made by the locals by mashing glutinous rice and mung beans together, and then deep-fried in an oil pan.
For ordinary people, if there is such a soft and glutinous food in front of their eyes when their stomachs are full of hunger, even if there is a big thing, it may have to be put aside for the time being.
I am naturally an ordinary member of ordinary people, so that the thousands of words that rushed to my mouth when I first met were blocked back after unpacking the paper bag. And Lian'er didn't say anything superfluous, just pulled the man into the forest and sat down on the canopy, and then smiled and watched me eat like a wolf.
"Slow down, this thing is solid porcelain, you have to drink your saliva, I won't fight with you, what's the hurry?" She didn't rush to speak until she swallowed the two glutinous rice cakes like a storm. , casually untied the water bag from his waist and handed it over.
I was really hungry, so I was not so polite. I took the water bag and drank it to the end, and finally let out a long breath. At this time, I felt a little full in my stomach, and it seemed that my heart also became Much more stable.
After eating two, there were still two urns left in the lotus leaf bag. After the hunger was quenched, my mind became active, "Lian'er" When I opened my mouth to call her, I didn't really think about what to say, but the next moment He has spontaneously handed over the lotus leaf: "Eat some, too? I have enough, and it will be wasted when it gets cold. Have you eaten your lunch yourself? Why did you come here to find me?"
"What about noon? I don't look at where the sun is, so I don't look like someone running around hungry. Of course I have eaten. It was Coral and the others who came back and told the story, and they said they couldn't worry about you. That¡¯s why I promised them to come out and look for it.¡±
That's the answer, but Lian'er unceremoniously picked up a piece of glutinous rice cake in his hand and put it into his mouth. He just sat on the tree trunk and swayed his legs leisurely while eating, and looked suspiciously in this direction again. Turning around, he said: "It's you, you were jealous when I found you, what's wrong?"
"Uh, thisit's embarrassing to say, it's just that I was blinded by the dust blown up by the wind just now."
Nonsense made up the most common excuse in the world, because it is really embarrassing to say that I was crying because I was walking on the road and thinking about it. Then I changed the subject and said: "By the way, what should I say when the doctor is gone? Kid It shouldn't matter, right?"
While talking, he wiped his hands, afraid that she would be thirsty, so this time he handed her the water bag himself, Lian'er took a big sip without minding it, but just turned away.
"Well, it probably doesn't matter." She looked at the mountain scenery in the distance, and said as if nothing had happened: "I didn't listen carefully at the time, but the symptoms of the little wind and cold are far worse than when you were sick. No problem."
Even if you look out from the tall treetops, the distant mountain scenery is actually nothing to see. What you can see is just an ordinary mountain scenery. There are no strange peaks and rocks, only scattered green, and the winding mountain road not far away Still half of the pedestrians are gone, under the sun, whenever the wind blows, there will be a faint dust.
They are all people who have been used to seeing the stunning scenery of Mount Hua since they were young. This kind of picture will not catch anyone's eyes, so she waits and sees the distance, or she just wants to avoid each other's eyes.
However, this recognition did not make her emotionally depressed, because while she was having a word of gossip with her, some decisions had already taken shape in her heart.
If it is said that being too obsessed with a tacit understanding is a blind move to get yourself into a wrong situation, then maybe being open and honest is the best way for us to get along.
Just like childhood, just like at the beginning, there are not so many worries about gains and losses, this kind of language is my strength, and it is the best bridge to her that I can build.
When the last morsels are wiped out, that's when the conversation really starts.
It's been a long time since she made a decision so solemnly that her heartbeat was a little tighter than usual while the words were in her mouth. She had already finished drinking water at this point, so she tightened the water bag and tied it back around her waist, then turned He turned around and took my hand and said: "Okay, let's go back when we are full." As he said that, he made a gesture to jump down the tree.
"Wait a minutecan you sit down for a while? I have something to tell you." The opportunity was never lost, and as soon as he closed his hands, he held the holding hand instead. Fortunately, his tone was calm and did not bring out the tension in his heart. .
Hearing this, Lian'er tilted his head in confusion, and didn't look away any longer. There was puzzlement and curiosity in the eyes that looked straight over, but fortunately, there was no impatience. "What's the matter?" She blinked when she asked this question, then she seemed to think of something, and after a change of expression, she smiled slightly: "Okay, I'll listen, you can tell."
From my own point of view, there should be something hidden in this smile It seemsI called out, hoping that she would lose her temper, but I know how to deal with her losing her temper better.
But after all, she didn't choose to get angry, but just kept silent for a while, her eyebrows furrowed, her eyes flashed with a thoughtful light, and she didn't know what she was thinking. After a while, he looked up at me, his brows were not wrinkled, but he said quietly: "In your eyes, I have always been a person who doesn't understand anything, doesn't know how to be considerate, and always makes things difficult for you?"
Surprised, I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say. Lian'er didn't give me another chance to speak. After saying this sentence, I suddenly got up and jumped off the tree. Before he could wrap his arms around her tightly, his hands were empty, and he panicked. The situation was unexpected. He thought that she was going to run away in a fit of anger, so he quickly yelled and jumped down to follow her, only to find that the person didn't run far, but was just running away. Walking slowly in the forest, the back figure pacing with hands behind his back somewhat resembles Master.
I always thought that this person lived in a willful way, but only now did I realize that she had also been thinking about me recently, so she didn't rush forward to disturb me, but walked slowly with Lian'er two steps away, waiting for her to speak.
Sure enough, after walking for a while, she stopped. First, she raised her hand to shade the sky and looked at the sky. Now she was deeper into the forest, and the shade of the trees was much denser than that of the roadside. The unique breath of the forest began to permeate in the wind. Birdsong and almost no other sound can be heard. Being in it, I really felt a kind of peace of mind away from the world of mortals.
Or this sense of peace of mind made Lian'er turn around, she looked a bit perplexed, but she no longer showed any hesitation, turned around and said to me: "Today, you are finally willing to tell me a lot of what's on your mind. , then I might as well tell you. Yes, I want to make you jealous. I have thought about it since the first time I met Ke Pingting in Ye Tan Da Nei. At that time, it was probably out of fun and it was a whim. Who knows when you see I kissed her, but she was indifferent!"
Perhaps thinking of the scene at that time, Lian'er pouted, and now she showed a bit of childishness. I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, so I had to stand aside carefully and listen to her continue talking silently.
"Afterwards, I became unwilling. Every time I saw Sister Pingting, I would get this idea. I always want to try to make you jealous, even if I can do it once. Then I can know know that you are the same as me. !¡± The more she spoke, the angrier she became, and she really said it all.
It¡¯s just that my side became more and more confused the more I heard it: ¡°The same?¡± I couldn¡¯t help asking: ¡°Lian¡¯er, what is the same? What do you think is different about me from you?¡±
"Of course there is a difference!" The reply was decisive, but he did not continue immediately.
When the words came to this point, Lian'er seemed to pause on purpose, she raised her head and took a breath of Lin Feng, the slightly childish resentment just faded away, and the eyes that looked directly at her became a little dark and unpredictable. This look seemed familiar, and it also appeared in the interrogation that night when Mingyue Gorge was destroyed, so I knew that the next thing might be the words that were really hidden in her heart, so I couldn't help but secretly suspend my heart and waited with bated breath.
"You have been teaching me what love is, and I know this too." After pondering for a long time, she finally looked at me with her hands behind her back, and said seriously: "You taught me that the feelings of companionship and admiration are different. The feeling of liking and admiration are also different, you want me to think about it, to understand the third kind of feeling, I have done all of these now, right?"
?I never expected that the topic would suddenly turn to this, and I didn't know what to do other than nod, so I could only wait and see.
Seeing me nodding, Lian'er curled her lips and smiled, but her eyes were a little strange, she stared straight at her and said, "I've done it all, and I've told you everything in my heart, but what about you? Pushing the boat along the way, from the beginning to the end, all you promised was to be by my side, but you never admitted it even once, and you also have that third love for me."
"From the beginning to the end, you never really said what kind of love you have for me!" She accused, with grievance and unwillingness.
"Never?" Looking at her with wide eyes, what she heard was her own mumbling.
"Never!" is still a firm affirmation.
Never? As if it really was never.
Suddenly there are smiles flooding in.
I want to laugh, I want to laugh very much, and I can't help but laugh out of breath. If I hadn't hugged Lian'er in time, I might have slipped to the ground weakly.
Scenes of the past quickly flashed back, and it was indeed never.
Actually never!
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The cat ran away from home, and the q number that has not been used for thousands of years was also stolen. The Chinese New Year is not going well, dear, please understand dear (preemptive rolling).