There is the sound of even breathing in the ears, and the darkness is the same whether you open your eyes or not. Only when you turn your head and lift your eyes slightly out, can you see the faint penetration from the window beyond the barriers of the people around you and the bed curtains. Light.
Usually it¡¯s not so dark, because I sleep on the outside most of the time, so it¡¯s convenient for me to wake up occasionally¡ªI¡¯ve never discussed this with Lianer, it seems that since she has the habit of sleeping in the same bed, she will take the initiative occupy the inside. Even so, relying on her superior eyesight and skills, basically she would never disturb me when she wakes up in the middle of the night. On the contrary, no matter how convenient and careful she is, it will always affect her who is naturally easy to wake up.
Lianer never complained about this, as if she didn't take it seriously at all, maybe she really didn't take it seriously, but in her own eyes, she prefers to understand it as a kind of unique tenderness, her way of being considerate and considerate.
But now she has distributed this unique tenderness and consideration to others, leaving me an invisible door that is inexplicably closed.
The mood at this time is distressed, but it seems that it is not limited to distress.
Faint headache.
I opened my eyes in the dark, and there was a faint sound of drums outside the window. It was too far away to hear it clearly, and I didn't know what time it was. It shouldn't be too long before the lights went out. Lian'er seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep, her breathing was light and long. She got under the quilt and never got up again. She just fell asleep like that, and all the topics naturally ended without a problem.
Even if you don't understand and are full of doubts in your heart, you can't force her to get up, right? It's almost time to go to bed. So at that time, I could only shake my head, help her tuck in the quilt, and then tidy up in the house, then undressed and lay down with the lamp blown.
It's just that it's hard to fall asleep for a while, even if I'm used to all kinds of thoughts and thoughts, it's really hard to fall asleep tonight.
Looking at the darkness with open eyes, some small halos that do not exist occasionally appear in the vision after a long time, such as a little misty floating object floating and sinking in the dark curtain, just staring at the little thing that can't tell what it is. Eyeballs are passing the time, I don¡¯t think about anything, I have worked too much these days, and suddenly I found that it was all in vain, and the feeling of fatigue was heavier than expected. Now I put it down and take a rest, maybe I can still Lingtai is clearer.
It's just that the inexplicable mood is still ups and downs in his chest, which makes people feel uneasy. After lying down for a long time, her body gradually became uncomfortable. She wanted to turn over pancakes, but she didn't want to disturb Lian'er's rest. The conversation she had with others when she entered the room before was still in her ears. If Ke Pingting really had something embarrassing in the middle of the night Knock on the door, I'm afraid she will really get up, so it's better not to disturb her rest at this time.
The thought came to this point, but the mood was unknowingly depressed In fact, Pingting is a good child. She really admires Lian'er, but she doesn't pin everything on Lian'er like some soldiers in the past. Relying on one's own resources, receiving help is also sincerely grateful and respectful. Tie Shanshan felt that the young child would feel uncomfortable, and she didn't have any prejudice against Ke Pingting. Lian'er usually likes her more and takes care of her more, which is really understandable. up.
The reason is clear, but after these few days, I still feel that some emotions are gradually growing in my heart, probably because this rare enthusiasm happens to collide with common quarrels, so that it is inevitable that there will be unnecessary cranky thoughts in the depression But if because of Lian'er's problems with himself, he blamed and blamed on innocent people, then these years are really in vain Thinking about this, he couldn't help but evoked a smile in the dark.
Why laughing, even I don't know.
When she chuckled silently, her mood improved for a moment, she controlled her body for too long, and she turned over involuntarily when she relaxed for a moment, and when she realized that her elbow hit the person next to her pillow, she said inwardly, she thought that this blow would definitely wake her up, how could she Knowing that he held his breath and waited for a while, there was still the sound of light, long and even breathing in the darkness, and the body didn't even move
Strange, did you really sleep so deeply? This is a bit unlike her I was worried about waking up the person next to the pillow, but now I was full of doubts, and couldn't help but reached out and touched her shoulder.
Lian'er slept with her back facing me, so her expression was naturally invisible, but her reaction to this touch was a bit strange. She still didn't move, and she didn't make any subconscious protests, but her breathing rhythm changed. There was a change, there were a few ups and downs that were no longer light and shallow, but instead seemed a little helpless and dragged on for a long time.
This is not the reaction this person should have when he is asleep - after all these years of getting along, he still has such a little bit of cognitive self-confidence. That being the case, could it be thatthere was only a moment of hesitation, after a brief hesitation, he shook her shoulder recklessly as if he was going all out, and made a sound that was still tentative, and said softly: "Lian'er Son? I haven't slept yet, are you asleep?"
In fact, whether asleep or not,?? Not even affected by much emotion, her eyes are clear, her breathing is slightly chaotic because of the movement of her hands, and the condescending gaze is not so much a gaze, but a kind of scrutiny.
The term "examination" means rational and calm without much emotion & color. Most of the time, I appreciate such gazes, but when they appear on Lianer's body at this time, it is almost terrifying.
Difficult to be calm and composed. Originally giving oneself unreservedly to the one you love is the most defenseless posture. Without the preparation to meet this gaze in this posture, the rising body temperature cooled down rapidly, followed by indescribable The shame uncontrollably binds my heart tightly! It was a shame that had nothing to do with shyness. Although it was only for a moment, this person's actions coupled with the lack of indulgence in his eyes made me really feel that I was a bit unbearable at this moment.
Unbearable and apprehensive, because this scene really does not look like the deep-seated joy of lovers Could it be that for Lianer, he is just completing a task? Thoughts like these entangled like poisonous snakes, and my heart was in turmoil. I just wanted to end it quickly, end everything, and don't let the embarrassment in my heart get worse!
So what I couldn't help doing at the time was just raising my arms to cover my expression, and then tightened my body to perform a fake show.
?Compared to men, it is not difficult for women to pretend to reach the peak, and after reaching the peak, everything will end naturally.
After everything was over, Lianer still did the usual aftermath. Although it was simple but careful, it was a habit she had developed over the past three years. Habits are always hard to change, so even gentle movements and continuous The last hug and sleep, or, it's just a habit.
This night, he finally fell asleep, but he couldn't move his arms from his eyes from the beginning to the end
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Nonsense first, this chapter a little less, a little tangled, if you mind the guest officer, save it first, save it first, uh cough( ;£þ§¥£þ)o