I thought that after going through a lot, even if I can't control my destiny, I finally learned what it means to grasp self-control, at least I won't mess up easily, even if it is a life-and-death emergency situation on the knife holder's neck, I can only control myself. It's just that my heart beats a little faster than usual.
However, it turns out that those things are just getting used to it or not caring about it. When facing something that I have never experienced before, when I lose something that I really care about, the panic in my heart is no different from that of ordinary people.
It might be better if she found out and dealt with it silently alone, but she was startled, Lian'er was not far away, her gaze and question made her panic as if fueled by fire, and she was in a mess for a while, trying to hide , I wanted to ask for help, but when I finally made up my mind to tell the truth, I felt somewhat regretful after I said it.
There is no doubt that with that temperninety-nine out of ten will be furious, right? That was the only handicraft she had since she was a child, and it was made with great pains.
I have never felt so guilty and short of breath before, subconsciously lowered my head to escape, then raised my eyes nervously, the other party didn't respond immediately, and the hand on the shoulder couldn't feel any emotion, so I glanced at her uneasily, but unexpectedly It was found that the expression on Lian'er's face was really elusive.
It's elusive because she couldn't understand it. The person in front of her didn't look angry or stare blankly as she expected. She did frown slightly, but it was clearly different from the usual simple and angry one. Kind of, against that inexplicable gaze, it seems to be mixed with a mixed feeling.
"Practice son?" After I made this tentative sound, the complex feeling of being incompatible with her disappeared, and the woman's face was serious, and she snorted coldly: "You also said it was me. It was given away, and it belonged to you many years ago. You wear it next to your body every day, and you don¡¯t feel it when it¡¯s gone, but you ask me what I do?¡±
Although this attitude is quite different from the conjecture, it is obvious that there is no spare energy to study this at this time. Immediately, he nodded and searched the room quickly, but unfortunately he couldn't find anything in this corner¡ªthat is to say, it didn't just fall in the room before. Sighing bitterly in my heart, I had to force myself to remain calm, and went back to Lian'er and explained to her: "The pendantI never took it off, it must have been accidentally hurton the neck and broke It¡¯s gone. Don¡¯t worry, I¡¯ll go back and look carefully at this time, and I¡¯m sure I¡¯ll be able to find it¡ I¡¯ll find it back.¡±
Literacy is clumsy because it is the only way to make a sound. Somewhat annoyed that it was really not the right time to recover, Lian'er was alarmed by the call before, and when he really wanted to say something, he had difficulty articulating the words, so hoarse and unpleasant that even he felt strange to himself.
I don't know if it's because of this, Lian'er somewhat eased her cold expression before, she glanced at my neck with probing eyes, folded her arms and said thoughtfully: "If you feel forced, you'd better not talk too much I guess it's because he hasn't spoken for a long time, and now he has to recover slowly when he speaks, and it's really impossible to stop those old men."
She said something casually, and she should just say it casually, but according to Lianer's temper, she can be distracted and pay attention to it at this time, but it is really heartwarming.
However, the more you warm your heart, the more guilty and guilty you will become. He coughed lightly as a cover-up, nodded to show that he understood, but still couldn't help but said: "Thenit's not too late, I'm going to Goto look for the place where the accident happened before." After finishing speaking, he took his outer shirt and hurried out while putting on his clothes, but he was caught by someone before he took two steps. Looking back in doubt, he saw Lian'er squinting Looking at the corners of his mouth, he twitched teasingly and said with a teasing smile: "You want to go out in such a disheveled way? You continue to wear your outer shirt with a few holes and walk around, who will take advantage of it?"
Dumbly looking at the small damages on her body, and then at the dissatisfaction in those pretty eyes, this time her attitude was simple and straightforward, easy to understand.
As a result, it took a little more time to change clothes, and was forced by Lian'er to wrap up the small wound on his neck before he was able to go out. Although it was delayed for quite a while, the anxiety in my heart was not lacking at all. Although the pendant was made of worthless stone, it was small and chic, plus it was white and moist, so it was unavoidable to worry that it would be given to someone who didn't have eyes. The jade was picked up, and after carefully searching the route of the accident before but found nothing, this worry became more and more intense.
"how could it not be" Reluctantly, he continued to fiddle with the grass, hoping that he had missed something before, but he began to ponder in his mind whether he should inform Chief Escort Long and ask him to ask the Fuzhong But if that's the case, the head of the escort has to see the appearance of the thing, so he knows it well Thinking about this, his eyes suddenly drifted to the figure not far away. Would it annoy her to show someone else the pair on her neck?
&nbStayed there for several nights. "
Following this superfluous sentence, the originally relaxed atmosphere froze, and all the smiles faded from everyone's faces in an instant.
These days, the word Wudang has been avoided intentionally or unintentionally. If the Mingyue Gorge was destroyed, if the officers and soldiers were the masterminds, then the Wudang faction might not be able to get rid of the fact that they were the accomplices.
But this accomplice is a so-called decent family, and they even have their own reasons in this matter. If they really want to argue, it is plausible and difficult to justify. What's more, among the parties here, Mr. Tie obviously doesn't want to be an enemy of Wudang. Up to now, when he mentions the current head of Wudang, Taoist Ziyang, he still seems to admire him But when Tie Shanshan didn't see the fortress being broken with his own eyes, his thoughts As for other hatreds, I'm probably not too persistent As for Lian'er
While pondering, he looked up at her again, and the woman on the opposite side of the table was holding a cup of tea and remained silent. As for Lian'er, I really don't know what she plans deep in her heart, whether she hates it or not, whether she wants to But, whether she hates it or not, wants it or not, I never want her to get close to Wudang, not for other reasons. , just because she remembered, that mountain was an ominous place destined for her, the place where the phoenix falls!
In the silence, the man surnamed Luo obviously didn't know how to read the atmosphere, and continued to say: "That's the thing, I met the new head of Wudang there It should be said that the head disciple is right. Alas, then People are pitiful too, with the name of the head of the sect but being restrained everywhere He is quite happy to hear that I know you" Lian'er frowned, and said, "Why mention him?" The man didn't understand With a pale face, he replied: "Ah, that's the case. In fact, before I left, Zhuo Yihang asked me to bring you a letter. Would you like to read it first, old man?"
Seeing that he took something out of his arms while talking, the alarm bells rang in his heart, and when he was about to get up and look around, Lian'er immediately gave him a hard look. She glared at him, then grabbed the letter and unfolded it, only to see that there was only a piece of light-transmitting thin paper in the thick cowhide envelope. This kind of paper is good paper, but it is not suitable for letters. The resulting messy handwriting, presumably the person involved hastily wrote it without telling anything, no wonder the one-armed man sighed for pity.
Lian'er looked down at the letter, I was stared at by her, I didn't know whether I should inquire for a while, but the old man unceremoniously moved behind Lian'er to look at it together, and sighed while reading: "Is it an apology?" Hmm Read between the lines, this kid is quite sensible. Taoist Ziyang did not make a mistake in choosing him to inherit the mantle, but he was too obedient and was suppressed by his senior uncles. It is a pity to take charge of Wudang's heavy responsibility."
As soon as he said that, the man surnamed Luo also interjected: "Yes, although Brother Zhuo Xian is the head of the sect, he can't be the master of anything. He is like a puppet and he is very depressed. I talked with him for a few nights and mentioned Mingyue Gorge. He repeatedly regretted what happened at the beginning, and wanted to apologize personally, but it was difficult to leave Wudang for half a step, saying that he hoped that you would go to meet each other, firstly, so that the grudges would be healed, and secondly"
"Huh? There's still something inside. What's this?" Before the man finished speaking, the old man suddenly said something like this. After careful analysis, the man surnamed Luo said: "That's it. Originally, he asked me to bring something, and he said he was going to return it to who? Anyway, he said it in his letter. The thing is too small. I am a big old man. I am afraid of going on the road." It was broken, so I only brought the right to cut the rope as a reminder, anyway, you should go to Wudang to meet him later, first to heal the grudge, and second to get something."
Lian'er was the closest, looked sideways at the old man, then turned his gaze to me and smiled coldly, with some emotion in his eyes, and then suddenly said angrily: "No matter who goes to see him, I won't go anyway! From now on, no one will mention the word Wudang in front of me!" After saying that, he threw the letter on the table and walked away.
At this moment, I finally saw it clearly, as the man surnamed Luo said, the light and fluffy thing was nothing but a piece of rope, a piece of faded soft red rope.
Staring blankly at the piece of red rope in the palm of the old man, for a moment, it only made people feel that their scalp was about to explode
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