Lianer and I have never had any real disputes about emotional matters so far. Along the way, when encountering links that I don¡¯t quite understand, she will occasionally be irritable and confused, while I will be confused. She has always played the role of persuasion and guidance, guiding her to go deeper and understand step by step.
At the beginning of this kind of guidance, from time to time I would also feel helpless, thinking that I don¡¯t know when I can get rid of this kind of "coaching" and get along like a pair of real lovers, standing side by side and moving forward hand in hand. If you think about it, you can feel the natural admiration of the other party, even if you are jealous and bickering occasionally, it is not a beautiful thing.
Thinking about it, I got used to it before I know it, and got used to that special way of getting along. The so-called special is the most common among us. It¡¯s good to just let nature take its course, and don¡¯t have to force too much on everything.
Unexpectedly, after several years of getting used to it, he suddenly faced an unprepared initiative.
Should it be said that as expected of Lian'er, the first time he took the initiative to attack, he hit the vital point with incomparable precision.
Of course, these are all afterthoughts. At this moment, when facing the aggressive questioning and meeting the unyielding gaze, I inevitably felt a lot of panic in my heart, unable to look at each other, and looked at the two sides erratically. Eyes, the heart is like a pot, the so-called guilty conscience, or is it like this feeling?
But what are you guilty of? And what did she mean by asking that? In fact, there are too many possibilities Finally, I managed to gather myself together, forced a smile on my face, and decided to use a rhetorical question first; " Lian, Lian'er, I don't understand very well, can you speak more clearly? ?¡±
I don't believe it, I don't believe that she will be so sensitive, no matter what, it is impossible
"Really don't understand?" Lian'er seemed to be in disbelief, stared at the person fiercely and asked back, her eyes were sharp, and it was rare for her to stare like this, but she could only bite the bullet and continue to argue: "Of course I don't understand, we two People's names are all given by the master, the bamboo fiber is me, just like the neon clothes are you, what is the difference? I am really confused"
"Of course it's different!" Lian'er replied without any hesitation, and without any compromise, she still said with a calm face, "Both of our names are given by the master, but I am Lian Nishang, but you are not only bamboo fiber! You have other Your name, Master said, when she met you, you were called San¡¯er. Back then, you did not hesitate to leave us for several years just to be San¡¯er! When we met again in Dingjunshan, Wang Zhaoxi and others called you Miss Zhu again. You are not Zhuxian either! You always have another name, and there are always other things hidden in your name, I am not wrong about this, Zhuxian will not hide it from me, but you will!"
These words were spoken in one go without any hesitation, Lian'er is not a glib person, to be able to say it in one go, it can be seen that she has been sorting out and brewing in her heart for a long time, and the first time she heard the name fluently from her mouth And it happened several times frequently, and I felt a little uncomfortable.
I have always taken it for granted that she didn't want to be called Zhuxian simply because of her pride and habits since she was a child, but could it beis this the main reason?
If so, I really don't know whether to be surprised or happy.
That's right, after listening to this coherent questioning, under the scrutiny of that aggressive gaze, the first feeling that spontaneously arose in my heart, apart from great surprise, was accompanied by a faint but distinct joy, how much Some understand why this joy came, but they have no time to delve into it for the time being. The first thing to deal with at this moment is naturally her questioning.
" Lian'er, if, if that's what you mean, you may be right."
Feeling a little more relaxed, no matter how keen and intuitive she is, it is really impossible for her to see through some things that are obviously contrary to the principles of the world.
After I relaxed, I calmed down a bit, saw her and said sincerely: "I was born in an ordinary family, and I had other identities and other relationships before the master gave me my name. There are also some things you don't know these things You may not be clear, but one thing must be understood, those names and relationships are far less important in my heart than 'Zhu Xian', this is the only name that cannot be given up in this life, and" Wei Wei hesitated, but still made up her mind Then he said: "The things I didn't mention to you, I didn't intend to hide anything, it's just that I just didn't know how to say it Besides, you also said it back then, saying that you want to figure it out by yourself. Needless to say"
The last sentence was deliberately narrowed, "You! What do you mean? You mean that I stopped you from speaking!" Lian'er was really ashamed and annoyed. The sense of oppression that came out has faded a lot.
?Seeing that the goal has been achieved, she quickly accepted it, and pulled her to comfort her: "No, don't worry too much,Looking back at her, they looked at each other for a while, the eyes gradually softened, and finally, without knowing what to think, they came together without saying a word, and their lips overlapped.
He closed his eyes involuntarily. Unlike the expected treatment, this kiss did not mean to vent at all. It was just a slow tasting and occasional nibbling, which could almost be called gentle.
After a long while, the soft lips slowly moved away, and before it was over, Lianer's cheeks were gently rubbed, and then Lian'er opened the distance and whispered: "Okay, just an hour, no more, At that time, if you dare to be perfunctory, I really can¡¯t forgive you.¡± After finishing speaking, he pulled a water stain on the skirt of his clothes again, and complained: ¡°I told you to change your clothes first, but you don¡¯t listen, this body is full of water, hugging it hurts me. Then it got wet, so I have to change it soon."
She took the initiative to change the subject, which meant that the discussion had come to an end. A stone fell from her heart, and she agreed. At this moment, she felt a chill on her body. She was about to get clean clothes from the closet, but in the blink of an eye, she saw her turn around and walk out the door. , was startled for a moment, and hurriedly said: "Lian'er? Why are you still going out, are you still angry?"
After all, this time I couldn't stop him anymore, Lian'er walked out the door in two or three steps, or because he thought he was tricking, he let out a long laugh, and then snorted again: "If you make such a fuss today, who wants to stay and watch you change?" Clothes? I¡¯m going to Coral¡¯s place. When you¡¯ve made up your mind, you¡¯re allowed to talk! And it¡¯s best to hurry up, you know best, I don¡¯t have much patience¡ª¡± At the end of the sentence, the voice faded away, Looking out of the window, I saw only a shadow leaving in the night.
So she was still really angry Laughing wryly, it's not easy to chase her out like this, not to mention that Lian Dazhai has already spoken, so instead of worrying about her anger, it's better to clear her mind earlier and think about what to do How can I tell her that unbelievable story well? It's serious.
Lian'er doesn't respect gods and Buddhas, and doesn't believe in ghosts. It's a difficult task to convince her, not to mention that there is a an old relationship
I really don¡¯t want to recall, and if I want to confess everything, it¡¯s still very nerve-wracking While thinking hard, while subconsciously wiping and changing clothes, I heard a low sigh in the quiet room, and I was taken aback before realizing that It was he who sighed, laughed and shook his head, continued to wear the belt on his hands, but stopped again after untying the last knot.
The intuition is average, there is something in the air, not right!
"Who is it!" He shouted loudly, and his first reaction was to grab the short sword that he had untied when changing clothes. This movement was fast enough, but the instant he clenched the weapon, he could hear the dagger on his clothes. The sound of skimming has reached my ears in a blink of an eye! Before he could turn his head back, he immediately slapped his backhand across the air, but the opponent seemed to have been prepared for a long time. He evaded, and something rushed to hit his waist. At the same time, the back of his neck was grabbed and pinched by five fingers. I only felt half of my body go numb, and I couldn't move at all!
My heart is filled with fear, although the visitor is suspected of sneak attacking from behind, but such skills are far beyond imagination, I thought no matter who it is, at least one or two can be delayed, whoever wants to be restrained with one move, in case I also Being taken as a hostage At this point in my thoughts, I have to desperately try my best to get rid of the shackles, but I was slapped on the shoulder and heard in my ear: "You girl, I thought you were stable enough, no matter how you look at it Raise your hand without looking at it?"
?The strength that had just been exerted was completely lost due to this slap. Looking back in amazement, what came into view was a red flower and an acquaintance.
"It's you!" Instead of being surprised by her appearance, it would be better to say that as soon as I saw this person, another thing that has been haunting my heart today suddenly surfaced!.
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The update is delayed, and the weight is not too heavy. Cough, I really don¡¯t have time if I can¡¯t stay up late recently otl
In short, it is not the first time that the occasional instability is not the first time, we will try our best to control it, and the next update will still be every other day~~~