I thought that crying like venting would end in a faint. After all, she was seriously injured and had almost no extra energy to toss. If she fainted, it¡¯s actually not bad. It¡¯s a way for the body to control and protect itself a means.
However, as time passed, Iron Coral actually held on and did not fall, but the crying went from sobbing to silent tears, and finally gradually stopped.
No matter how many tears there are, there will be a moment when they will be exhausted.
Tired of crying, Iron Coral had no physical support, and resumed a half-lying reclining posture on the couch, with a pair of red and swollen tearful eyes open, dazed and without any focus. At first glance, it seemed to have returned to the previous Yan Yan, just taking a closer look, her eyes are clearly full of sadness, no longer the indifference like before.
Forced out of feelings is only the first step in the long road of healing, heart trauma is difficult to heal, and in the end it can only be her own battle.
I have said the cruel words, and the effect has been seen. Naturally, there is no need to continue to pretend to be a villain. I asked someone to fetch a basin of warm water and wring it dry. I wanted to help her wipe the red and swollen eyes and cheeks. I was worried that she would Rejected, but either she was tired from crying, or she had vented her emotions, Iron Coral did not respond, whatever I did to wipe it off, she just hugged the person in her arms without saying a word and did not let go, as if she was guarding against being touched by others. .
Naturally I wouldn't touch it, I just carefully wiped it twice, and when I turned around and threw the hot towel back into the basin for the second time, I heard a soft whisper behind me: "You wipe it yourself too. "
Looking back, he nodded slightly, feeling a little relieved that Iron Coral didn't lose his true nature. In his bones, this child was a kind and considerate person after all.
After such a tossing, the room returned to calm. Someone brought snacks and tea, and Iron Coral ate them all. After eating, he took another dose of medicine. This time, the reaction became more relaxed, and there was almost nothing wrong with it. When the situation came up, the only abnormality left was probably that she refused to lie down and fall asleep.
For a seriously injured person, recharging energy is the most important thing. I wanted to persuade her to rest, but after thinking about it, I gave up. If there is tension, there will be relaxation. If everything forces her to be too tight, it may not be good. Tie Shanshan hugged her Seeing that Mu Jiuniang didn't close her eyes, she sat quietly at the table to accompany her, not saying a word to each other, each thinking about her own thoughts, Lu'er standing by the door did not make a sound, the room was quiet, but no longer There was the depression that was so heavy that it was almost stagnant.
Sitting silently, thoughts kept coming and going in my mind, one moment after another, the stable life of the past three years was completely overturned in these two short days, as if too many things happened in a flash, it was overwhelming. Finally, it is rare to calm down, and finally I can think about it, think about those rivers and lakes, courts, grievances, life and death, and fate
The cutting is constant, and the reasoning is still chaotic.
Just as he was silently sorting out the chaotic thoughts in his mind, the silence in the room was suddenly broken by a voice.
"She never promised life or death" The voice was too small and weak to startle people at all, so she just raised her eyes silently, but saw that the iron coral on the bed was not looking this way, so her words , not trying to tell me, but murmuring to himself in a trance, saying: "She has never promised me life and death. Every time I say that I want to die in the same year, the same month, and the same day, I will be laughed at. She always laughs and says This is simply an oath that only sworn to be brothers and sisters, always accuse me of fooling around"
She didn't tell me, she just needed a listener, so she didn't speak, but put away her thoughts and listened quietly.
"Actually, I also understand that she always diverts the conversation like this, because she has her own concerns." Tie Shanshan stared at the person in her arms, and continued lonely: "Jiu Niang is more than ten years older than me. More than ten years old, if it is put on a man and a woman, it is nothing at all, but she always feels that she is much older than me, and she is afraid that she will die earlier than me in the future. We depend on each other for life, but we never follow each other through life and death.¡±
"When she was in her prime, I was just a little girl. When my father bought her in, I was only five years old. I was the most favored. I thought I had an extra stepmother. I thought that my father didn't care about my mother, so I never gave it to her. Let the tripper look at her face She never got angry, and I thought it was good at the time Looking back now, in the Tie family at that time, in front of my father and me, she was a lonely girl in her teens, even if she was knocked down If you lose your teeth, you can only swallow blood in your stomach, right?"
"She served my father and took care of me, but she didn't even get a decent title for so many years. She was very upset about this, but she didn't know that it was not only my father's idea, but also my idea I grew up a little Later, I liked getting along with her, but I didn't like her getting along with my father, and I was annoyed when I saw her. At that time, I thought it was because I regarded her as a sister, not an elder, let alone a mother"
theI'm already sober and won't do stupid things anymore. You are right, the master is now in his dying years, he is the only heir to me, I will not let my swordsmanship end here. "
He originally wanted to be ambitious, to develop his ambition for his family, country, and world, but his faith was destroyed by reality, and now his love has been cut off, and the only remaining pillar is a school of swordsmanship. Others sighed for him, but he was calm , as if neither sad nor happy, just turned to me and said: "Girl Zhu, I have two things that I wanted to entrust to the training woman, but she is not here now, and I will leave soon. I don't know if we can meet each other. Only I entrust it to you, one is It is about the coral, there is no need to say more about this, please leave everything The other is that Xiong Jinglue died tragically, and passed on to the first nine sides. Retrieving his head and burying him can be regarded as worthy of his service for the country and the people."
He raised this topic suddenly, and before he could answer, Zhuo Yihang said anxiously: "Brother Yue, are you leaving? Why are you in such a hurry? Besides, when you leave, where are you going and what are you going to do in the future?" Intend?"
"Sad place, why stay for so long." Yue Mingke sighed, and replied: "I'm going back to Tianshan, and I will serve Master from now on, don't care about worldly affairs, live with fate, be at peace with what happens, let it come and go in the world of mortals, and never disturb me again Heart."
These words were spoken as if he had already seen through the fate of the world, and he felt a little touched in his heart, and he vaguely remembered something, and somewhat understood his future path. Apart from feeling disappointed, there was nothing else to say to persuade him.
Zhuo Yihang should also understand this reason, so he didn't say anything to keep anything.
After Yue Mingke rested for a while, he simply wrote a letter to Lian'er, saying that his master was getting old, and he wanted to go back to the mountains to serve him. He would devote the rest of his life to swordsmanship and never set foot in the Central Plains. Going a step further, after writing it, I handed it over to me, and got up to say goodbye and leave.
At this time, the shadow of the sun was already moving west outside, and it was getting dusk. Zhuo Yihang and I sent him out of the village together, only to see a lone shadow gradually drifting away, which was especially desolate against the setting sun, and I couldn't help but stop for a long time until When he was no longer in sight, Zhuo Yihang next to him turned around and was about to say something when he suddenly said "Hey", pointed to the other side and said in the distance: "That group of people should be Miss Lian's subordinates, they are back What? Oh, it¡¯s a pity, I knew I would have stayed with Brother Yue for a while longer.¡±
Follow him to look at it, and sure enough, a group of people meandering from afar on the plank road, who were blocked by the mountain before, were not seen, and were about to open their lips to whistle, but suddenly saw a figure in the crowd soaring into the sky, soaring upwards. With great speed, he went up and down a few times along the mountain, and in an instant he landed firmly in front of his eyes. He asked, "What are you two doing standing here?" Who else could it be if it wasn't Lian'er.
Immediately, he told about Yue Mingke, and when he took out the letter for her to read, he secretly told Tie Shanshan's explanation. Lian'er listened and watched, read the letter hastily, and said a few words casually, but there was nothing too much A big reaction or parting is not a big deal in her eyes.
When talking with Lian'er Fuer, Na Zhuo Yihang consciously took a few steps back in a very polite manner, now seeing that we had finished whispering, he walked back again, found an empty space, and interjected, "You two girls, since When the village master Lian arrives, it's time for Zhuo to bid farewelleverything is settled, if we don't go back, I'm afraid it will only make our fellow disciples feel uneasy, and I will also feel uneasy."
"So fast?" Maybe it was because Yue Mingke had just left, and thinking of the distance between Qingxu Temple and Mingyue Gorge, he replied casually: "Let's go after tonight, there are not many people going to Guangyuan from here The time is not right, and you are not familiar with the way, even if you go back in the middle of the night and didn't sleep last night, it's better to rest tonight."
These words are just based on common sense, and they are not right about people. I don¡¯t think there is anything wrong when I say it, but Lianer next to me glanced at him and came over and said: "Yes, Zhuo Shaoxia, you should have a good night's rest. Tomorrow morning I'll take you down the mountain myself, so that you don't know the way, and it's not good if you get lost on the mountain." After saying that, he smiled sweetly.
When she smiled, she seemed to glance at me, and there seemed to be something strange in her eyes.
But either she was overthinking again, or she didn't look at me at all, but just smiled at the man with a smile on her face.
No matter what, if I saw it a few hours ago, I don't know what it would be like, but after a few hours, I can handle it calmly. Too much happened and changed too much in just a few hours. People have too many sentiments, so that the important things have become less important.
If it used to be just a vague feeling, but the matter of Tie Mu has clearly hinted that Zhuxian's biggest opponent in this life may not come from any specific person or specific event, but something bigger More ethereal intangible things, some invisible and intangible things.
Contending against this originally doomed thing, if you make a mistake, you will lose everything. Even if you can really change something, you will have to pay something accordingly. The law of cause and effect, equivalent exchange, everything is Compensatory.
Will I lose?
No, because if you lose, you will not know what to do in this life.
And if this is the case, then what will be waiting in front of you?.
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This chapter eases the atmosphere Goodbye Yue Mingke, hello Zen Master Huiming~~
(Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)If things are against each other, if you make a mistake, you will lose everything. Even if you can really change something, you have to pay something accordingly. The law of cause and effect, equal exchange, everything is compensated.
Will I lose?
No, because if you lose, you will not know what to do in this life.
And if this is the case, then what will be waiting in front of you?.
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This chapter eases the atmosphere Goodbye Yue Mingke, hello Zen Master Huiming~~