?As a result, what happened in the early morning of that day, after being soft and hard, to the end, I still had to stop halfway and let it go.
Lian'er has always been strong and assertive in doing things, but she didn't stick to it willfully to the end in this matter. When she really understood that the evasion was not shyness or a joke, but that she really didn't want to continue, she also Seriously stopped, didn't force too much, and didn't even ask too many specific reasons.
This kind of rare and almost mature thoughtful expression makes people feel a little relieved, but at the same time feel guilty.
Annoyed at my own dizziness, that morning, I didn't know where it started to go wrong, but in the end everything was messed up.
Even though she didn't do anything capriciously in this matter, it can be seen that it has affected her emotions to a certain extent, and even a little Suffocating, even if it's not a human thing, she doesn't understand much about this feeling itself , but not understanding does not mean that there is no feeling. In fact, Lianer's sensibility is so strong that in the next two days, once we are alone, there will always be an undercurrent of anxiety flowing between each other. Uneasy atmosphere.
For this inexplicable anxiety, she may not be able to sort it out clearly, but I understand what is going on in my heart.
If you want to turn fire into fire, you can use it if it doesn't burn, but once it accidentally burns, even if it is extinguished in time, the ashes are actually still stuffy with heat. The more people who don't know it, the more they can't handle this feeling. What's more, Lian'er can't handle it well now, or it's not just desire, but many other things mixed with desire.
I naturally know what the reason for my rejection is, but she doesn't know it, and I don't know if this rejection has other meanings in Lian'er's eyes. , I really don't dare to conjecture.
And for the same reason, I don't want to say it, and it's not easy for her to guess.
Guessing each other's hearts is always a tiring thing.
At that time, I was anxious to say "it won't happen today", which is of course an excuse, but the fact is that in the next few days, we got along well with each other At least on the surface, the relationship was peaceful, and the practice was the same as before What she said seemed to be a little emotional, but she was unwilling to express it, as if she wanted to pretend it was nothing, but in fact she was not good at disguising, and she just persisted stubbornly.
Seeing her pretending not to care, she felt very uneasy. After all, she was the one who set fire to her heart by accident. I have thought about it these days. For Lianer maybe I should change the way I treat her, because even if the character is pure Her side is still the same, but unknowingly, she is no longer as simple as most of the time, she can see through at a glance. This time, her understanding of love & things is just an example¡ªor, taking this as an opportunity, she should try Talk to her openly and honestly, instead of continuing to play riddles like this. After all, if you continue to fight, you may be in the danger of guessing wrongly. That would be too wronged and should not happen.
But on the other hand, just because I can no longer see through her mind like I did when I was a child, I can't predict what kind of reaction I will get if I tell her all the worries and thoughts in my heart.
In the final analysis, the so-called "love" thing, whether to do it or not, or whether to do it for her, is not a big problem. Even if she still has her own entanglements in her heart, if she insists on something happening, it doesn't matter to her, it's just that At present, I am afraid that she will act bravely and make a move regardless of her own health.
So after thinking about it again and again, I decided to postpone this idea until after she fully recovered, and then we can talk about it. If something really happens, it justhappens.
Speaking of Lian'er's body, it is recovering very smoothly, which is the most gratifying thing for me in the past two days. Her previous behavior of running up the mountain every night regardless of her illness was touching, but it was also very worrying. Afraid of any impact, after all, although the symptoms can be divided into severity, it is a disease that can kill people after all, and only she dares to be so ignorant of the severity. Fortunately, she still knows to take medicine on time, and finally she was not greatly affected, and she still maintained her health. The steps of getting better day by day, since I came back, I have seen with my own eyes that the number and intensity of convulsions have decreased a lot. There is only one time, and the severity is relatively mild compared with the beginning.
However, even so, if you touch it, you will find that the body is still very tense, and sometimes you can't help but use force, and your teeth will occasionally be so tight that it will affect your speech. It's just that Lianer hates showing weakness, so unless you are watched Come out, otherwise you have to smile and cover up the past nonchalantly.
Her personality is actually very disadvantageous. Most people can't see how much she has suffered. The doctor will only sigh with emotion for her quick and smooth recovery, and sigh that the village master is really extraordinary; Tie Shanshan has long been relieved. , no longer facing the enemy as before even the closest friendWhat matter is that we will definitely not bother, we two looked at each other, one got up to open the door, the other changed clothes, tacitly decided to postpone this conversation for a while.
Go to the bolt and open the door, and the sentinel standing outside is the sentinel on duty at the intersection. When she saw the door open, she looked at me uneasily, hesitated, and said cautiously: "Sister Zhu, go tothe front of the front dam. Something happened, someone came up the mountain, and there was a lot of trouble, it is really hard for others to decide this matter, I heard, I heard that the village master is almost in good health, I wonder if it is convenient to invite her old man"
"What's wrong with making decisions?" Knowing that Lian'er could actually hear it, I still couldn't help lowering my voice. I frowned and replied softly, "Could it be that the person who came is a martial arts master, and you can't handle it?"
"That, that's not true." Ai Ai, the sentinel Qi Qi said: "It's just a few ordinary mountain people who don't have much skill, but they just make a lot of noise and don't listen to every kind of persuasion. There are strict rules in the village that don't treat ordinary people. The action is first, so the sisters are very embarrassed for a while, I am at a loss"
"Ordinary mountain people? What are ordinary mountain people here to make trouble here? How did they pass through the path on the mountainside of Mingyue Gorge? Where are the original sentry posts?" I wondered, feeling very puzzled, not to mention that ordinary people would not easily find the mountain Thieves make trouble and seek death, and Mingyue Gorge is heavily guarded because one man is the gate and ten thousand are not allowed to open it, and ordinary people will not easily rush to the hinterland.
At this time, Lian'er had already tidied up a little, and walked over in the thin white shirt with yellow border hanging on the bed, raised his eyebrows and said: "Who dares to enter the village to make trouble? You are so bold, let's go, let's see." Let's go, let's talk carefully on the way." After speaking, they held hands, and they were about to step out after pulling people away.
Not to mention anything else, just seeing this thin coat can't make people feel at ease, and I don't care about the presence of outsiders, so I grabbed her with my backhand and hurriedly said in a low voice: "Don't, I'll just go and see about it, it's not What kind of expert, don't bother you, just give me a good rest, don't forget youyou are still resting, and you can't stand the shock or the wind."
"I've been shocked by everything since I was with you. Are you still afraid of the wind?" She didn't care what others thought, she glanced over in vain, and said with a smile: "I'm already much better now, and look at the weather today. It¡¯s overcast, there¡¯s no sun and there¡¯s not much wind, so it¡¯s a good time to go for a walk, isn¡¯t it?¡±
The so-called soft and hard is nothing more than that, let alone in front of the soldiers, I don't want to give her too much face, look at the weather outside, just like what she said, so I thought about it, turned around to get a piece of clothing, and brought a handful of oil Umbrella, came back and said: "Put more clothes on, that's okay."
Seeing my behavior, of course she knew the intention of this, and immediately she was full of joy, but she didn't think it was enough, she smiled and said: "Just put on the clothes, what are you doing with the umbrella? There is no rain and no scorching sun outside, are you stupid?"
I was a little angry in my heart, and while walking with her with an umbrella up, I retorted angrily: "You don't understand, can you block some ultraviolet rays?"
So, after almost a month, I walked out of the secluded house with her for the first time in the daytime. On the mountain trail, to solve a problem that is not too much trouble.
Ordinary people come to the mountains to pick quarrels and make troubles. No matter how you listen, this is just a troublesome trouble.
I never thought that this incident could be kept in my memory for a lifetime.
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