It¡¯s been a long time since I¡¯ve tried what it feels like to be angry. In these years, there will be various ups and downs such as anxiety, surprise, worry, and even resentment, but the unstoppable anger and suffering so much that it makes my stomach feel a little uncomfortable, but it seems to have been forgotten long ago.
Suddenly recalled that the last time I had this feeling was when I was very young, because of a certain sentence "If you dare to tell Master, I will take your life."
Some emotions or really only she can bring me, be it positive or negative.
The anger was blowing out, and I wanted to yell loudly on the spot, "Why are you here! Why don't you stay where you should be and rest!", but after swallowing dryly for a few times, I finally suppressed it. Outsiders are one reason. The key is that she should still be sick at the moment. Even in the recovery period when the symptoms are relieved, the stimulation brought by excessive sound and light should be unfavorable to her.
So I could only stare blankly for a while, and then asked dumbly: "When did you run out, does Shan Hu know? Is your body alright?"
"She's resting, Shan Shan. It's fine if you leave her to take care of me. I don't want her to sleep in my room at night. Of course, I don't need to say hello when I come out." Lian'er smiled and replied: "Actually, I don't need anyone else at all." Take care of something, you saw it before you left, it's already much better, it doesn't matter if you go out for a walk."
The more indifferent she was, the harder it was to suppress the anger in her heart, "this is not like going out for a walk." Finally, she couldn't help but said, "This place is nearly ten miles away from the cottage, how do you know we are in this direction? And why come here on purpose? Even if you have improved a lot, you have to be careful what happens, what if the illness recurs due to hard work halfway through the journey! Huh?"
After restraining and restraining, even so, the voice was still a little more aggressive than usual, Lianer seemed to have noticed something, the smile faded a little, but he still didn't take it seriously, and said, "That's why I chose to come out in the middle of the night, it's quiet and dark. It will be hard work, and all" After a pause, his eyes drifted, and he turned back to look at me and said, "Besides, today is already the night of the sixth day. What did you say? It will take two or three days to get there sooner." Day, no more than five days, if you break your promise first, there is nothing wrong with me coming out to take a look."
She spoke so boldly that I was at a loss for words for a while, then I rubbed my brows in annoyance, and argued: "Actually, today is only the fifth day, you can't count the half day of parting" Mumbling to the end, but It's better to let it go, after all, in my heart, in fact, I also calculated it unconsciously
Although this place has been quibbled, it doesn't mean that her behavior of running out without authorization can become reasonable. There are still many annoyances and questions in her heart that she wants to express. It's just that it's cold at night, and it's not a good idea to stay here and talk all the time, so I had no choice but to keep accounts temporarily, so I stopped talking and said: "Forget it, we can talk about it when we get back."
After saying this, he leaned over and picked up the extinguished pine light in the soil, took out the flint and was about to light it, thinking about it, he turned around and handed the two things to the village soldier who was out of danger and had gradually calmed down from the lingering fear , said: "Well, your torch has just dropped, right? Just light this and go ahead, don't worry about us, I will follow your village master and walk slowly. Her eyes are good, so she doesn't need to be illuminated. "
The soldier in the village hesitated for a moment, seeing that Lian'er didn't seem to have any objections, he naturally obeyed the order, took the pine light and was about to light it, but I stopped him and said: "Don't stay here, walk a few steps away before lighting."
Most of the people in the village didn't know what kind of emergency Lian'er was suffering from. Firstly, it was because Mu Jiuniang would not be difficult to do, and secondly, according to Lianer's proud temperament, he was unwilling to talk about such things as getting sick due to injury. Of course, I never mentioned that she is easily stimulated by strong light and sound. After hearing the order, the soldier in the village walked away suspiciously, until a faint fire light lit up in the dark night, he took Lian'er's hand and said : "Okay, let's go, slow down, I can't see clearly."
Lian'er walked two steps shaking hands as promised, then smiled and said: "How about I use lightness kung fu to take you back? It's much faster than walking like this."
"If I want to be quick, then I'd rather break through the shackles of internal forces and go on my own" I replied, letting out a sigh of relief.
She walked slowly all the way, but fortunately nothing happened, and Lian'er did not have any seizures, An Ran returned to the base camp and had an early rest. The next day was very busy, and when she came back, she naturally took over the matter of taking care of Lian'er. No one in the village, including Iron Coral, noticed what happened when I sneaked out at night, so I can no longer trust others. Fortunately, the dose of medicine I got back is indeed sufficient, and Lianer is recovering well , if there is no accident, there is no need to worry about this problem.
? This day is busy because of various things, so although there is a, so I simply poured beans into the bamboo tube to explain everything clearly, so as not to have to go around again, I also leaned down a little and said to her in a deep voice: "Don't think about it, I already know it very well. When I asked how we knew our direction earlier It's a little strange that you avoid answering, I have already tricked them on this matter when I rewarded the five herb-picking companions yesterday. , It's not difficult to get the words out, you don't think I'm not capable at all, do you?"
At this step, Lianer finally reacted. She first murmured something, to the effect that she was complaining about those helpless subordinates, then she struggled, turned over to face me, and said calmly: "Okay , since you know everything, there is nothing to hide, and it¡¯s actually not troublesome. As long as I get the exact location, I can come and go quickly by myself. Others don¡¯t know, so you don¡¯t know? It won¡¯t affect the rest much. of."
Seeing such a calm expression, the anger that had been suppressed for two days became more and more intense, and he wanted to yell at her fiercely!
That's right, this person in front of me, this patient, completely ignored my earnest advice to her before I left, and ignored the danger of her own illness. Then that night, in the middle of the night, he sneaked out of the cottage and found us by himself. After taking a stroll and inspecting it, he returned alone in the dark, pretending that nothing happened.
Just doing this is enough to make people angry, but in fact, after that day, she did it every night!
"Do you know how much risk there is in doing this!" Finally, I couldn't help but get angry, and I pressed her shoulders. After being furious, I tried my best to restrain the volume, and growled: "Your body is not healed, or Alone! What if you have an attack on the road? What if you have an attack in a dangerous place? It¡¯s not something that can be overcome with patience! What¡¯s more, what to do after all the hard work? It¡¯s all agreed, why not wait for me?"
Although he restrained himself, this was the first time in his life that he really yelled at her. Anger influenced his words and deeds, and the little reason in the corner was still worried about how she would react. It doesn't sound strange, but the fact is that the woman in front of me looked up at me, and she could still slightly raise the corners of her mouth.
Lian'er blinked, and said with a smile: "Are you angry? Actually, I'm also worried. You often don't sleep well recently. You always hold your breath and grit your teeth as if you were frightened by something. You need to hug you to see you better. That day you said I forgot about it when I left, and I remembered it alone at night, and I was a little worried, so I looked for it the next night, but I didn¡¯t sleep well, and I didn¡¯t want others to hug you, so I came here for the next few days. Anyway, it¡¯s only been more than an hour on the way.¡±
She spoke frankly and frankly, not sweet words, but she could clearly hit her heart with every word and sentence. She had to admit that she was almost at a loss for a while, her anger had not subsided, but her heart was soft, and she struggled a bit. Still sternly said: "Lian'er! Things should be prioritized. You clearly know that illness is the most important thing. We are all afraid of what you will do. Although you care about it with good intentions and even think about me, you shouldn't take such a risk! If you change the environment, change your position, do you still remember what you said about me in the desert? The feeling of worry is uncomfortable"
The more she said, the softer her voice was, because it really aroused the fear in her heart. Who would act so nonchalantly like her when she was seriously ill? The terrain in the mountains is so complicated, it is really not afraid of ten thousand but just in case
If there is an emergency, how should I face it? How to deal with yourself? I'm afraid I can only
I don't know if it's because of these words, or because of the expression at this moment, Lian'er looked at me quietly for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hand, and also held my shoulder, saying: "Okay, I get it, then I'll admit my mistake, Otherwise, you can punish me too, whatever you want, even if you want to bite."
She spoke solemnly, so solemnly that it made people want to laugh.
If it was changed to normal or if he had already laughed out loud, then it would also mean that all of this is over. After all, how could he really punish this person who he cherishes in his heart?
It's just that this moment, the moment when anger and emotion are clamoring at the same time, and the moment when fear and joy are swelling at the same time, is so different.
Very close, one up and one down, the line of sight is equal.
"What kind of punishmentis it okay?"
It's low, it's my own voice, it's not my own voice.
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