This night, Lian'er didn't sleep well, and turned over a few times more than usual when she fell asleep as soon as she touched the pillow.
Of course, being able to detect this proves that I didn't sleep well either.
I couldn't sleep well, I wanted to get up and go for a walk outside in a cloaked habit, but considering that the other end was already unstable, it would be better not to disturb her with additional movements, so I endured it and only Lying quietly on the bed, patiently waiting for Duke Zhou to visit.
In the darkness, she heard her turn over again, and she also showed a slight sense of irritability in her sleep.
Lian'er is seldom affected by things in his mind. Now he is like this, most likely it is related to today's conversation. Am I am I being too pushy?
At this time, I couldn't help introspecting like this, and asked myself secretly.
? Since traveling west, these days, her various words and deeds have made her hope grow so rapidly that it is almost on the verge of being uncontrollable.
Those desires for monopoly and intimacy all make people secretly look forward to it, and occasionally even feel that if they can be proactive enough, maybe they have already touched the long-awaited result logically.
If this is the case, why do you have to practice hard and torture yourself like this?
But I know in my heart that I can't do this alone, no.
Because I understand the importance of myself in Lianer's heart, I understand that if I directly express this intention to her, I will probably get a response in the end, and once this happens, our relationship will enter a new beginning¡ªthese, Or it is a dream, but then I will fall into another kind of anxiety, because I can't recognize whether there is the same feeling in her heart as myself, or it is just an ignorant and unclear classification. I like it, but I was induced to use it.
Was that precious love really given to me from the bottom of my heart? Will she, who is self-willed and unrestrained, truly understand the taste of love for another person someday in the future? Whenever I think of such a possibility, I feel terrified.
So, no matter how eager you are, you can't do it.
All I can do is to sow the seeds, and then give all my care, hoping to get the result I dream of in the end. However, this whole process, breaking the ground, sprouting, and growing, cannot replace her. In the end, it will even end. What kind of fruit will be produced, the initiative is also in her hands.
All these things, what I want is just three words, I don't regret it.
Even if it is difficult to be strong at this time
I don't know how much time has passed since I squinted my eyes, and when the sleepiness finally struck, I was still running through various thoughts in my mind. Before that the last thing I thought in a daze was, before that, I also want to, Just take care of your own affairs
Although Lianer showed her caring, it is very happy But, it is also really dangerous
Starting tomorrow, starting tomorrow
The thoughts before falling asleep were clearly imprinted in my mind, so from the next day, I intentionally distanced myself from some people. Outside the west window every afternoon, the singing and dancing party in the courtyard was still noisy, but I never once again Opened the window and watched.
The young guide still often came to visit on the pretext of giving melons and fruits, which is not very good to keep people away from thousands of miles away. After all, he has no malicious intentions, and seriously speaking, he is kind to himself, so I have nothing to do. Talking and laughing with him is still the same when chatting, but his words and deeds are much more polite.
Sometimes being polite is being distant.
In fact, I also thought about using this young man with evil intentions, maybe it would be able to prompt But after thinking about it, I still forget it. Why should a third innocent person be involved in the matter of two people? Lian'er's concern is certainly very reassuring, but if one is careless and really kills that young man, it is really too much a sin.
It's a pity that he is thinking of others, but he himself is still in danger without knowing it.
The young guy seemed to have sensed the refusal here, but instead he ran more and more frequently. This kind of enthusiastic and not easily discouraged character is a bit difficult to deal with.
In fact, it would be fine if he was willing to speak clearly, but when people come here frequently, they only show all kinds of care and care. Sometimes such behavior makes me wonder, thinking whether it is me and Lianer who have seen it all. blind eye?
No matter whether you are confused or not easy to deal with, seeing the displeasure on the face of Lian Er, I still feel that this matter should not be delayed for a long time. If the other party does not make it clear, then it is up to you to make it clear, even if you make a mistake What, I also bite the bullet and think that it is a good one, and it can be regarded as a solution to a heart disease, although it is a practice.
What will be said in"Hmph, those bastards can escape faster than rabbits."
The shoulders were put on their shoulders, and there was a familiar voice chuckling behind them, with dissatisfaction and ridicule, and only then did they understand what was the root cause of their hasty escape.
Turning around, she also chuckled at her, and said, "Look, I can handle it."
"Yeah." The girl nodded, she was holding the bundle that had been packed on the head of the bed early in the morning, she shook it in her hand, and said with a smile: "Let's go, we don't need to stay here anymore, the lair over there has already been dug out." gone."
When she said that, Lianer seemed to want to hug her waist, but after thinking about it, she changed to holding hands.
The moment she held hands, she heard her whisper: "I seem to want to understand something, and I will tell you later."
I was stunned for a moment, and before I could think about it, she pulled me out of the door. Looking at the figure from behind, I told myself that I don't need to think too much, or that what I have to face is another ridiculous answer. Definitely, but the mood couldn't help soaring.
Or just because, at this point, fingers are locked together.
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Tomorrow, the author will be cleaning at the end of the year
The day after tomorrow, the author is going to visit relatives
Then Chinese New Year?
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