I was still thinking just now, I don't remember when was the last time it was so easy.
Immediately afterwards, I heard her say that since the year when we celebrated Master's birthday, you have never been so happy.
It's a strange feeling to hear a person next to you say things about you that you don't even remember clearly. Besides, this person is the person you care about the most. Temperament in the eyes.
It was so strange that at this moment, I didn't know whether I was more moved or panicked.
In fact, you shouldn¡¯t be alarmed. Lian¡¯er is not someone else. She remembers my affairs and cares about my affairs more than expected. The period of being afraid of being understood should have passed long ago. The current me is just hoping that she can understand understand my heart, right?
After all, if this heart cannot be conveyed, then the behavior of treating the man surnamed Zhuo as an opponent, as well as the so-called unauthorized gamble, will seem meaningless.
In recent months, this is one of the troubles that bothers me the most.
If the relationship between people starts from scratch, then the progress bit by bit is clear and gratifying. The footprints are obvious, and it is more clear to judge where to go next. However, this step is not applicable As for Lian'er and I, we are too close, close and intimate, we are used to cuddling each other, but some people don't know how to get closer
Of course, it must be admitted that, in retrospect, I am indeed lacking similar experience
But now, when she had no idea what to do about it, she surprisingly brought up a topic that I thought would never be mentioned again. In fact, since the reunion, this topic has indeed It was never talked about because that involved an unpleasant, long separation.
After such a long time, Lian'er still clearly remembers my emotions at that time. This sharpness and memory are indeed unexpected, but no matter how sharp she is, she can only know what it is, not why it is.
So Do you want to make it clear?
My mind is reminding myself, it¡¯s best to say something at this time, even if I don¡¯t say it explicitly, I can also hint a little bit, such as why there was a change at that time, what kind of emotion made people change But maybe everything It happened so suddenly, I moved my lips, but I just looked at her, I couldn't make any unnecessary expressions except surprise.
And the girl in my arms didn't give me much time to adjust.
Lian'er said what she wanted to say, but just glanced at me casually. At this time, she seemed to be a little serious, but suddenly she chuckled lightly. After laughing for a while, she said again: "Why are you nervous? It's good to be happy. , I like it very much, although the humming tune is a bit strange, but it can still be heard, let¡¯s hum it again and listen to it.¡± After speaking, he turned his head away and resumed his previous sitting posture, leaning against my arms as if something was wrong That didn't happen either.
The topic came and went inadvertently like this, everything seemed so careless, and it passed without even finishing time, I closed my mouth with a wry smile, swallowed many words that were too late to utter, and shook the camel bell With the accompaniment of her, he did what she said and hummed the previous tune for her.
?Look at the clean sky, that's all, far away from the hustle and bustle of right and wrong, there is still a lot of time left.
At noon, I rested under a big tree. Where there is a tree, there must be a source of water, so there are many shrubs growing around it. The scorching sun at noon is extremely fierce, but it is very cool under the shade of the tree. The breeze is blowing. The camels by the shade of the tree were also resting, chewing with relish the wet beans fed by the guide, while Lianer smiled and watched with relish, and the previous disgust was gone.
And I leaned against the tree trunk and closed my eyes to doze off. Occasionally I opened my eyes to see that the world was so empty that my eyes could only linger on a figure.
After avoiding the most poisonous sun at noon, continue to set off. There is nothing to say along the way, the wind and dust are getting bigger and bigger, and the temperature is even colder after sunset. If you hurry up to catch up with a section of the road, you can find that the black shadows similar to plants are gradually flourishing along the way. Then I saw sporadic houses in the Gobi, vaguely showing the prototype of a town, but it looked dilapidated and desolate.
Just in doubt, Mr. Tie turned his head and said loudly that this is the place to rest tonight. The trade site of Guazhou Border Town before it was abandoned, but now there are only a few people left. It doesn't count. Across the ancient and modern transportation hubs, the Gobi oasis looked like this in a certain period of history. I couldn't find the shadow of the melon land in my memory from the scene in front of me. I stood in the night and looked around. ?I have become a lot more familiar, because when she walked in front of me, she didn't blame me for my unauthorized actions alone. In fact, she didn't even see any signs of anger on her face at this time, only her eyes were piercing. Looking closely at him, his face was as calm as water.
Being stared at like this, I just remembered that the scene just now might have been watched, and I felt embarrassing, I quickly raised my hand and wiped my face, wanting to explain, but I didn't know how to explain it for a while, Lian'er The expression at this time was too calm and calm, but it made people feel a little overwhelmed, and could only wait for her to express her position first.
However, the moment she really opened her mouth, she became more and more dazed.
"You have something in your heart, I know it." The girl on the opposite side fixedly looked over, her tone was rarely calm, as if she was stating a correct conclusion: "It doesn't matter if you don't say it, I will figure it out by myself. "
I heard this word many years ago. At that time, a girl said it. She said, are you dreaming again? What are you afraid of? She also said that you have something to fear in your heart, I know it, it doesn't matter if you don't say it, I will figure it out by myself.
When I heard these words at that time, what unexpectedly surged up in my heart was panic. The panic was about being understood, being figured out, and being seen through.
but now¡¡
" Now you're not trying to escape again, are you? Don't forget, you made an oath when you came back!" Seeing that I was silent, Lian'er frowned, reminding me worriedly, when it came to the oath The tone was heavy, and only then did he show a little childishness.
I burst out laughing, with two remaining tears in my eyes, but I didn't care, I just shook my head and said: "I don't want to hide, it's just that the things in my heart are not the same, I don't know what you want to understand is which one?"
She raised her head bluntly, and replied proudly: "All of them!"
"Okay." Nodding my head this time, I lowered my eyebrows and smiled, "Then, I'll just wait."
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