Lian'er knew the news, it was Master who told her, and it was Master Yang who told her.
In fact, I also understand that it is futile to do so, because sooner or later I still have to face all kinds of questions from her, but no matter what, I don't think I have the courage to say that I want to leave in front of her.
So I would rather ask the master to speak, while packing up my things, while anxiously waiting for the inevitable arrival of the teacher to ask the crime.
I dare not say how important I am in her heart, but I also know that I have a place in her heart. What's more, Lian'er has shown a strong desire to control since she was a child, and once regarded me as the goal of conquering management Let's deal with it, although the way of getting along has improved a lot later, once such a big event happens, her temper, after all, can't be too optimistic.
Sure enough, not long after, there was a sound behind him, he turned his head, and saw a frosty face, he didn't make any noise as soon as he came in, but just looked at me quietly, even if he saw me turn his head back, Never spoke.
I feel bad in my heart, Lian'er will smile instead of anger when she is extremely angry, and the level is a little lower than that, it is this kind of quiet and cold, compared, I would rather choose to face her usual When she is angry, she is always aggressive and fierce, even punching and kicking, that is at least one way for her to vent.
Her current appearance is contrary to her usual willful nature, and she is too depressed. She doesn't say she is uncomfortable, but I feel uncomfortable for her.
Because of this discomfort, it makes people forget the previous apprehension, and temporarily put aside all my emotions. She didn't want to come, so I walked over and took her hand without saying a word, but the next second I was not surprised to be thrown away by her suddenly, she just waved hers, and I just took care of mine. After repeating this silently for several times, she finally couldn't stand it anymore. , hissed: "Aren't you going to leave? Just leave, and now it's up to me what to do!"
This sentence, there is bitterness in the tone, and there are many grievances. I felt a little shy when I heard it. I thought that she might get angry when she knew I was going to leave, and would even block it domineeringly, but I didn¡¯t expect her to react like this. Over the past few years, when have I not cared for her and cared for her? But now, she was so sad to be tired.
Therefore, I became more determined to leave, and the sprouts that hurt others and myself must be cut off, and they cannot be allowed to survive.
Suppressing the bitterness in my heart, I stretched out my palm and took Lianer's hand again. This time I didn't see her waving away, but I pulled her up smoothly. With a sudden heartbreak, I immediately pulled her closer and hugged her in my arms .
Or it's because parting is imminent, I need such a hug to provide a sense of security and certainty, I indulged myself in playing with fire, and the person in my arms did not resist for the first time. Those clear and bright eyes were still staring straight at me, filled with various emotions.
"Since you have heard what Master said, you should know that I am leaving this time to visit my parents and show my filial piety" I carefully said my words, and I just wanted to calm her down earlier: "So, why did you come here?" No matter what you say? Lianer is always very important to me."
Lian'er's eyes flashed with suspicion: "Is it very important?"
"Very important!" An affirmative answer, nodding slowly and firmly, in fact, the importance has already exceeded your expectations, and even exceeded my own expectations.
But after getting this answer, Lian'er was still worried, and immediately added: "Then, compared with your parents, Master or me, which one is more important?"
I was silent for a moment. It is not difficult to answer this question. There are many techniques to make it vague or ambiguous. Reason tells me that it is best to do this, because in this way, it can not only take care of Lianer¡¯s mood, but also let myself His excuse for leaving seems more confident and logical.
But at the end, under the gaze of those eyes, I still opened my mouth and said frankly: "For me, no one in this world can surpass you, Master and you."
I don't want to deceive her or hide her about this kind of question. More importantly, I know that Lian'er cares about this answer very much. I still clearly remember that she asked a similar question back then. When she asked me, Master still liked it. other people? She has feelings for this man? More love than us?
In this world, Lian'er is the only one of us, and it's understandable that Master loves someone else, but at least, I can't let her down again, even if such an answer will bring her subsequent conversation into an unfavorable situation.
Sure enough, after hearing the answer, the girl in her arms couldn't help showing satisfaction and joy, and immediately began to ask persistently: "If this is the case, then why do you want to leave? You said that Master and I The most important thing is, why did you abandon us and go find your parents? Isn't it strange."
&nbLooking around, hoping to see that person for the last time, talk to her, tell her not to worry, and tell her to take care of herself. There are so many words in her belly, but she gradually drifts away. At the end, in the last glance , and there is only the figure of Master standing alone in his eyes.
Finally, after turning a few more turns, I couldn't see anything.
Walking slowly in the mountains and forests, walking down the mountain little by little, every time I take a step, I am farther away from the person I care about, and the emotion of parting passes away. Gradually, I feel that I have fallen into a kind of numbness. What kind of mood, it seems neither sad nor happy, it's just that people are drifting and lacking a sense of reality, as if they have lost a few strands of soul, and only care about walking mechanically under their feet.
After all, he left, the world of mortals came and went, ten years seemed like a dream.
Such a numb forward, after walking for a long time, the scenery in the forest has not changed much, reminding myself that I have not traveled very far, at least compared with the footsteps when I went down the mountain in the past, it is simply a turtle speed.
It's not that I deliberately dawdled, it's just that in the past, I used to lift my body lightly and walk as fast as I could, but this time I felt reluctant, so I stopped walking in a hurry and walked steadily step by step , I want to remember the scenery that I never cared about in the past, and keep it in my mind.
So I went and took a fancy to it, suddenly, I sniffed carefully out of thin air, and stopped.
There is indeed a different smell in the surrounding air.
That is, the smell of the beast.
I stopped in my tracks, I didn't feel flustered, just because there was a vague sense of familiarity in this smell, if it was not bad, it should be a group of friends I was familiar with.
Sure enough, after standing still for a while, many four-legged guys emerged from the surrounding grass one after another.
They are obviously not hostile, they just gather in twos and threes on both sides. Although most of them are staring at me, they don't make any unnecessary movements. There are a few horses with obvious characteristics, which I can recognize. They have been together for so many years. There is still a sense of trust in them, so it is more doubt than vigilance at this time.
It is still early in the morning, logically speaking, it is the time when the wolves should rest after a night of activity, and this place is close to the mountain, far away from their range of activities as far as I know. Why do these guys appear at this time inexplicably? here?
After thinking for a while in perplexity, suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, making him straighten up abruptly.
"Lian'er!" Looking around, I shouted this name loudly. The wolves will not violate the natural routine for no reason, and those who can drive this pack of beasts don't even need to think about it. There is no second choice: " Lianer! Why are you hiding? I know you are here, can you come out? Ah?"
After a call, I calmed down and listened, but there was only the sound of the wind blowing the leaves. Except for the activities of the wolves, there was silence everywhere, as if there was nothing.
But I'm pretty sure she exists.
"Lian'er, since you're here, why don't you come out? Since you're not coming out, why are you here?" I stopped yelling loudly. I only used my usual volume for this sentence, and I was asking her as well as myself.
This time, after a moment of silence, there was finally a response.
It was a familiar voice, but the exact location could not be confirmed, it was just erratic around, like an impermanent wind.
The wind said so loudly: "I can't come out because it's not me who wants to see you off, but them. I'm just leading the way for them."
"Send me off?" I repeated in doubt, and then looked at the pack of wolves in front of me, and found that there was something strange. Although they seemed to be blocking me in twos and threes, none of them really blocked the way in the middle. All of them just stayed scattered on both sides of the road.
In the midst of surprise and doubt, the sound of the wind rang in my ears again.
"So, don't get me wrong, I won't see you, I won't see you off, and I won't leave until you come back. Remember it well, Zhuxian!"
So that day, the one who saw me off at the end did not practice.
When they turned to leave, the wolves began to howl. I remembered hearing this howl before, when they lost a small member, and now they howled again, as if they really lost another member.
In the midst of howls, I gritted my teeth and flew towards the distance without stopping. I resisted looking back, but I didn't hold back my tears.
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So far, Quannaobu¡¯s childhood chapter has come to an end. Before starting a new chapter, there is a question I would like to ask for advice. After that, there is actually a small main line in the adult chapter, which is connected to the master¡¯s subconscious line, about For the five or six chapters, I was very hesitant to write it or not. I wrote it more comprehensively, and I didn¡¯t write it more compactly. Because I think this article is already quite wordy, so I am not sure. I want to listen to it. what do you think
In addition, if there are no accidents, the next chapter will be updated on Saturday, and I hope it will be decided by then otl (remember the website address of this website: www.hlnovel.com)?The short main line, connected with the master¡¯s line, is about five or six chapters. I am very hesitant to write it. I will write it more comprehensively, or not write it more compactly, because I think this article is already quite wordy. , so I'm not sure, I want to hear what you think
In addition, if there are no accidents, the next chapter will be updated on Saturday, and I hope it will be decided by then otl (remember the website of this site: www.hlnovel.com