Lian'er was still somewhat ignorant of what I said, but in the end she chose to be with me to send the little wolf off in a human way instead of a beast way. Er started to fill up the soil bit by bit, piled it up, and pressed it firmly to make a small grave bag.
The rain stopped unknowingly, and it was getting late. She patted the small tomb bag, then stood up and said to me: "Let's go back."
I smiled wryly, and then I remembered that there is still a big problem to be solved.
On the way home, I thought a lot about how to face Master, how to explain, and whether to confess truthfully, but no matter how I thought about it, I felt that it was not right, and before I could figure out why, I was already standing at the cave door forward.
I looked at Lian'er, reached out and pulled her, and walked in.
The inside of the cave is not as bright as the outside, and the lamp has already been lit, and the master is sitting behind the lamp in the intertwined shadow of light and dark, unable to see his expression clearly. I walked over quickly, stopped three steps away, and knelt down on my knees without saying a word. Lian'er pushed my shoulder behind me, and I tugged at her sleeve, and she also accompanied me. Kneel down.
We didn't speak, and Master didn't say a word, and the atmosphere fell into an unbearable silence for a while.
?My hands unconsciously rubbed the corners of my clothes. After much deliberation, I didn't know how to explain it best, but I really didn't want to endure this oppressive dullness. I gritted my teeth and raised my head to open my mouth, but the master on the other side moved first.
She first waved her hand to stop my voice, then got up from the stone bench, and walked slowly in front of us.
"You guys have a secret?" She finally opened her mouth, her voice was calm, unable to hear emotions, but her eyes were piercing, so sharp that people wanted to lower their heads to avoid them, but I didn't lower my head after all, I just met those eyes, frankly Answered: "Yes."
"Do you think this secret is worthy of your responsibility to hide it for her?" Master asked again.
does it worth? I don't know, I know that this secret will annoy Master, and even make her disappointed in Lian'er. This is my original intention to keep it a secret for Lian'er, but in the end, especially after the little wolf, I can't tell. This concealment is for the master, for Lian'er, or for himself.
"Yes." No matter who it is for, the answer can only be this.
The atmosphere fell into silence again. I thought that this answer would definitely anger the always high-minded Master, and I couldn't help but feel uneasy. But after waiting for a long time, I didn't see Master reprimanding me, but I heard her sigh and say, "Since you think so, then As a teacher, I have no interest in knowing."
After saying a word, she flicked her sleeves and walked towards the stone room. I couldn't react, so I stood up and called out in surprise: "Master." But she stopped again, and said with her hands behind her back, "Although I don't need to know, but You should be punished for your rebellious actions."
I was overjoyed, and finally understood the implication of not pursuing it, and I said loudly: "Master, please punish me."
Perhaps the joy in the voice was too obvious, but in exchange for Master glaring at me, he walked into the stone room without saying a word. Silence speaks louder than words. I smiled embarrassingly, knelt on the spot and did not dare to get up. I understood in my heart that this might be Punishment, at least temporarily.
It was quiet again in the cave, but it was no longer suppressed, it was just pure silence.
In the silence, the strings that had been stretched in my mind for a whole day finally loosened. The matter passed, and it was not considered complete. All kinds of regrets, but it still passed. After a heavy rain, there was no water or rice for almost a whole day. Kneeling there with a tired and cold body, he gradually fell into chaos.
When he was drowsy, he suddenly felt something pressed against his back.
I was taken aback for a moment, and immediately realized that it was the child's head.
She knelt behind me, with her head against my back, her breathing was transmitted through the slightest vibration, shallow and even, but she fell asleep one step ahead of me, but I woke up by myself, and subconsciously straightened up Waist, so that she can rely on more strength.
Unexpectedly, this small movement would cause her to wake up.
There was a muffled murmur from behind, she stretched out her hand and patted me on the back as if protesting, maybe she leaned on me comfortably, she moved a bit, but she didn¡¯t move away, she just switched sides of her face to stick to it, and didn¡¯t move. made a sound.
But the light and shallow breathing was not as uniform as before, so I knew she was awake.
He opened his mouth, wanting to say something to her, whether he was tired or hungry.
"I'm sorry" Very abruptly, these three words came out of my mouth inexplicably.
I can't see her expression, but she may still be sleepy, so??The answering voice was small and a little lazy. "You are really strange." She said, "I dragged you away today, why are you turning around and saying sorry to me now?"
"It's not about this." Feeling the temperature on my back, I pursed my lips and replied, "I mean about that wolf cub, I'm sorry."
Originally, she came to me angrily to settle accounts for it, but since the beginning of treatment, we have never mentioned this matter again, until today's passed away.
At the beginning, I didn't think I was wrong in this matter. Until now, from a rational point of view, I still don't think I was wrong-it was the accumulation of various objective things that caused this harm. I saved it, on the one hand, to appease Lian'er who was red-eyed at the time, and on the other hand, I just saw it was so small and pitiful.
But in fact, it was indeed the trap I set that hurt it, I hurt it, and I couldn't cure it, so it suffered for nearly a month, and then watched it die.
I gave Lianer hope, but in the end I failed her expectations.
? According to her usual temperament of distinguishing between love and hate, she should hate me to death, but now she keeps silent, and even at this moment she is willing to sleep on my back.
So, let me pick it up, I think, it has to be faced.
But I heard her laughter.
For a while, I thought that Lianer was not good at laughing, she just liked to raise her chin to be arrogant to me, but after getting in touch with me recently, I found out that she actually laughs all the time, smiles when she is happy, sneers when she is unhappy, and even gets angry When it gets to the extreme, it is often expressed with laughter. It doesn't matter if you lose your temper at you.
At this time, I couldn't see her smile, and I couldn't judge emotions based on laughter alone, so I had to straighten my back and wait.
While the oil lamp was flickering, I heard the child whispering softly behind me: "It doesn't hate you, so I don't hate you either. I saw you cry today."
This answer made something in my heart suddenly fall to the ground.
I really can't believe that I cared so much about this matter. Now because of her words, I feel much lighter than when I just got Master's forgiveness. It seems that this is the real peace of mind. Everyone relaxes
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I covered my head, but the feeling of lightness became heavier and heavier, no matter how relaxed I should not be, my consciousness became heavy instead, and I couldn't even open my eyelids, I just felt tired and drowsy.
This drowsiness came so fast that I couldn't bear it anymore, so I had to succumb.
The last look before consciousness disappears is the picture of the child holding me up, her pupils reflecting the candlelight are full of surprise and bewilderment.
It's okay to want to comfort her, but I can't say it anymore.
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The so-called retribution is that I wrote about someone getting wet in the rain yesterday, but the next night I was completely drenched by a sudden rainstorm I have been having headaches since then, this chapter can only be like this first (x___x) (remember Website URL: www.hlnovel.com