Shao Qun's eyes gradually became wet, "I don't want to force you either, I have exhausted all my tricks, and you don't even turn your head. If it weren't for being forced, I would open my mouth to you? Li Chengxiu, let me tell you You, such a knife is nothing, it is not as painful as you stabbed me in the heart. I tried my best. At first I thought, as long as I am a good person, treat you well, let you know that I really love You, you'll forgive me. Later I found out, that's not the way it is, no matter how good I can be, whether you believe I love you or not, you don't want me, you are, you are Don't want me at all. You don't give me any room, what do you want me to do. "
Li Chengxiu sat down on the chair, covered his face with his hands, and his shoulders trembled slightly.
Shao Qun felt pain in his heart when he looked at him.
He is now at the end of his rope and can only put all his eggs in one basket. If Li Chengxiu is still not soft-hearted, what should he do? To die, or to lock people up?
In any case, they are both completely over. He is not reconciled, he obviously can make him happy, why he just refuses to accept it, why he just can't trust him again, he can do anything for him, why he just refuses to turn back.
Just how stubborn is Li Chengxiu? At the point of being stubborn, he hit his head so badly that he couldn't even break through the wall in his heart.
He was about to despair.
Li Chengxiu moved suddenly, and said hoarsely, "You, what else do you want to do?"
Shao Qun laughed miserably, "What do you mean, if you just leave like this, why don't you choose another place to stab me, and you will be completely quiet after I die, and no one will disgust you anymore."
Li Chengxiu said with tears: "Shao Qun, you threaten me with thisyouyou lunatic"
Shao Qun took a deep breath, tried to prop up his body, turned his face to him, and said a little excitedly: "Cheng Xiu, is it that difficult to accept me again? Ah? You loved me once, and we are very happy together. We can be like before, no, I, I will treat you a thousand times better than before, is it difficult? As long as you give me one more chance, you will save me and yourself. You give me This time, I beg you, you want me to do anything, except leave you."
Li Chengxiu sat down on the chair and covered his face.
It took a long time before he made a weak voice, "Son, is it true?"
Shao Qun was taken aback for a moment before realizing what he was asking again, and hurriedly said, "Yes! It's true."
"Is it a boy or a girl."
"I just got pregnant, I don't know yet You, if you want to know in a hurry, you can do a chromosome test"
"No" Li Chengxiu raised her tear-wet face, "If, if it's a girl Your Shao family, don't you need it?"
Shao Qun said anxiously: "Whoever said no, no matter if it is a boy or a girl, they are all your children and my Shao Qun's treasure. How can I not want it?"
Li Chengxiu looked at him in a daze.
Is this a feeling, or a terrible obsession?
Shao Qun's imprint on his heart was always inseparable from ruthlessness, but he felt more and more that maybe he didn't know Shao Qun well enough. Can do so many crazy things, eyes full of sadness and affection that can't be opened, is it the person who cruelly humiliated him? He almost doesn't know him.
No matter how much he warned himself not to be fooled, his heart was still shaken, and he began to believe that Shao Qun really loved him.
Although he couldn't forgive Shao Qun for what he had done to him, he couldn't continue to lie to himself.
Shao Qun loved him, this time it was true.
Why is there such a painful thing in the world, after a person has hurt you, humiliated you, and pushed you into the abyss of extreme pain, then tell you that he loves you.
Love to the point where you can do anything and never give up.
Li Chengxiu felt that the two years of entanglement with Shao Qun were more tiring than any other time in his life.
He suddenly wanted to go to the ground and tell those who came and went, what to do, he didn't want to wake up.
Li Chengxiu tried his best to touch the tears on his face, he felt that he needed to be alone for a while.
He doesn't want to face Shao Qun or his own predicament now, he wants to be alone for a while and think about it.
Think about Shao Qun, think about his son or daughter who is about to die innocently.
Then he came back and told Shao Qun Tell Shao Qun
He stood up from the chair and walked out with shaky steps.
Shao Qun's pupils shrank sharply,?? will protect us no matter what. "Shao Wen approached him step by step on high heels, her gaze became colder and colder, "I don't want to hear anything I shouldn't have heard anymore, you, stay by his side, if you hurt him again If something goes wrong with my brother, I will never let you go. "After she finished speaking, she walked past him.
Li Chengxiu squatted down holding his head.
His fate is always determined by others, who ever asked him what he thinks, whether he is willing or not.
What Shao Qun did shocked and frightened him. He had to admit that Shao Qun's goal had been achieved.
Unless Shao Qun chased him away, he didn't dare to think about "leaving".
The image of Shao Qun bleeding and leaving him at any time still lingers in his mind. Even though he is reluctant, the child who cannot stop the anticipation from the bottom of his heart still grabs his heart all the time.
Shao Qun cast out an invisible net, covering him firmly, making it impossible for him to move an inch.
He originally thought that he could completely push Shao Qun out of his life, but he underestimated Shao Qun's obsession. When he met such a crazy person who would do anything at all, he had to surrender.
He thought about his future life, and the most difficult thing was getting kicked by Shao Qun again.
Thinking about it now, fear is completely useless, no matter how much he fears, he has to go this way, he has no choice. At that time, he should still be alive. Even if Shao Qun doesn't want him anymore, at least he will have a child. At that time, he will secretly take the child away. At least the child is his, and he is no longer alone.
At least he's not alone
Li Chengxiu cried while holding his head.
He lived a very difficult life in this life, it was really difficult, no one seriously considered for him, he wanted to think for himself, wanted to protect himself, but there were always people who would not allow him to do so. Counting it down, how many things can really go well from beginning to end when you grow up so big?
He knew that he was already in his thirties, so he shouldn't always complain and ask why God treated me unfairly, but he couldn't restrain his grief and indignation. If there really is a God in the world, he must ask, is it possible that being a good person and not doing anything unconscionable can lead to a peaceful life? Why is everyone saying that and why is it so far from reality.
After Shao Qun woke up, the first thing he did was to find Li Chengxiu.
When he saw that Li Chengxiu was not there, he anxiously rang the bell beside the bed without letting go.
Before he finished pressing the button, the door opened, and Li Chengxiu came in with a tired face.
Shao Qun burst into ecstasy, "Cheng Xiu, Cheng Xiu."
Li Chengxiu held a lunch box in his hand, put it beside the bed for him, looked at him with red and swollen eyes like walnuts, "I made porridge."
Shao Qun froze for a moment, almost thinking that he had lost too much blood and had an auditory hallucination. He reached out tremblingly, grabbed Li Chengxiu's hand on his knee, and said excitedly, "Congee? Will you make porridge for me?"
Li Chengxiu sniffed, "You are not, you want porridge."
Shao Qun held his hand, put it to his lips, and kissed him almost greedily, with tears in his eyes, "Cheng Xiu, thank youthank you, Cheng Xiu" He was so excited that he said no Words came out.
Li Chengxiu's eyes were also blurred, he wiped his eyes, "Drink have porridge."
Shao Qun stretched out his other hand, "Let me give you a hug, Cheng Xiu"
Li Chengxiu hesitated for a moment, and finally leaned down.
Shao Qun wrapped his arms around his neck tremblingly, and finally cried out. Apart from calling his name, he couldn't say a word.
Li Chengxiu looked at the snow-white sheets under him with confused eyes, and tears rolled down his cheeks.
Can you be happy this time?
Can this person accompany him for the rest of his life?
How long is the shelf life of his sincere promise?
These questions that tightly gripped his heart could not be answered for a while, and he could only let time slowly answer them.
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