At the end of December, the moon and stars were thin, and the northwest wind rolled the fine water vapor in the air, whistling and scraping on people's bare skin. Relying on his young age, Zhou Zhou only wore a sweater and a In a cardigan, his body, which was shivering in the cold wind, forgot the physiological reaction of being in the cold because of Zhouwei's words. He just stopped and didn't recover for a long time.
Zhouwei's mind was blown by the cold wind, and seeing the clear and audible slap marks on Xiazhoufang's face in the dark night and dim street lights, the drunkenness and resentment that had been suppressed for more than ten years were all wiped away, like A machine with complicated circuits and powerful functions returned to normal after a moment of disorder, but her eyes were indifferent, not as gentle and caring as she used to treat Zhou: "Go back to reading, don't make me repeat it again."
Perhaps it was her composure that infected Zhou Rao, and Zhou Rao finally began to recall the old memories that had faded and blurred. It didn't take him a few seconds to taste the grievances that were worse than Dou E's. At this time He didn't have time to worry about the slap he got. He had always been very impatient with his parents, and for the first time he stood in their camp to complain for them: "Sister, what are you talking about? Parents let you drop out of school? How is it possible, you Dad was so angry that he beat you when he told you not to study anymore."
"Yes, I don't want to read it myself." Zhou Wei smiled to himself and admitted it very simply.
A seed sprout that had been rampant in the cracks of the rocks for more than ten years before finding a good opportunity to emerge was trampled and broken before it had time to rejoice in seeing the sun.
This sentence successfully appeased Zhou Zhou's three views that were broken into pieces and then pieced together by himself, but still precarious.
In Zhou Rao's impression, the memories of his childhood are actually not very clear. He knew that the family conditions were pretty good when he was young This knowledge certainly does not mean that the young and ignorant he can understand that his quality of life belongs to "rich people" ", but a conclusion based on the descriptions of the parents and the food and clothing at home that are frozen in the photos when they grow up.
After my sister became famous in the entertainment industry, the person who spoke the most in the Zhou family changed from her father to her. Although she seldom went home and paid little attention to trivial matters at home, money represented power. The principle of change is very applicable even in a small area like a family of four.
From Zhou Zhou's point of view, her parents seemed to be careful to curry favor with her elder sister. The indifferent attitude of her elder sister for more than ten years could not cool her parents' care for her every day, but this was just an irresponsible guess. After all, her parents It's too weird to use the word "please" with your children. It's not difficult to understand why you miss them because you haven't seen each other for a long time.
Before the "head of the family" changed the dynasty, the father had always favored the elder sister between the two children. It was not uncommon for the two children to bump into each other and make a lot of noise when they were growing up.
Although the small town where my hometown is located has the advantage of the policy and the economy is booming, but the closed-minded ideas passed down through the generations cannot be changed in a short time. He although the parents' explanation for this is that they feel that there is only one child too lonely. In Zhou Rao¡¯s classmates, whenever there is a combination of sisters and brothers, the elder sister will let the younger brother. Only in their family, under the father¡¯s iron policy, a special ethos has been formed. The father¡¯s catchphrase is: "In our family, daughters and sons are the same. !" Zhou Wei is really not a good-tempered and patient elder sister, and with policy support, she treats her younger brother even more cruelly.
When he grows up, whoever gets the last candy, who gets the new chair, and whose TV channel is adjusted according to his preferences, etc., will no longer cause disputes between him and the state. The nature of the two children miraculously gradually narrows the distance between the two children. Having a beautiful and intelligent sister like Zhouwei is actually very attractive. Zhouwei has no ambitions and doesn't mind growing up under the shadow of her sister. There are a lot of boys who like Zhouwei rushing to curry favor and bribe him, and he enjoys it.
I don¡¯t know from which day, there are always a large number of strangers at home, sometimes they are uncles and aunts Zhou Zhou knew, and sometimes they are disheveled migrant workers. , In the dead of night, parents quarreled more, and the quality of life between Zhou Wai and Zhou Wai was not as good as before. Zhou Wai didn't dare to ask his parents, he only dared to ask Zhou Wai quietly. At my age, I could tell from the people who came to the house to collect debts that there was something wrong with my father's business.
One day, when Zhou was sleeping soundly, she was woken up by her parents from her dream. Standing in the living room with sleepy eyes was Zhou Wei. Behind her were several suitcases. It could be seen that her parents packed them very well. In a hurry, the bulging suitcase was half-opened, and a sleeve was leaking from the side.?When we were together for the second time, he was busy filming "Looking".
Lin Zongheng was not as easy to fool as Zhou Zhou, he approached her again, so close that his shadow under the street lamp completely covered her, his tone was unclear, but the voice was very weak, as if he was afraid of disturbing a frightened rabbit: " It's true what you said the first time, isn't it?"
For a long time, when Lin Zongheng thought she would not answer, she gave a soft "hmm".
"No wonder." Lin Zongheng stretched out his hand to touch her head, she flinched but did not hide.
The rabbit who was full of vigilance let go of his vigilance, and he gently comforted him.
Having known Zhouwei for ten years, Lin Zongheng never felt that she was so fragile even though she had a broken foot and a 40-degree fever. He finally understood why she was indifferent to her parents, and also vaguely understood why she was obsessed with fame and fortune, and why she chose the latter in love and career time and time again.
Because she was betrayed by her most trusted feelings and hurt by her closest relatives.
A night twelve years ago, Zhou Wei will probably never forget it.
At that time, their family of four lived in a small two-room house. She shared a room with her mother, and her father shared a room with her younger brother. In the middle of the night, she was woken up by voices in the bathroom that lowered the volume. The old house was poorly soundproofed. She could hear the conversation clearly in the silent night. At the beginning, it was a stereotyped discussion of debt. She had listened to the topic countless times during that time, and it was really numb to hear it. When she was almost falling asleep, she heard My father said, "Why don't you let Wei Wai stop studying?"
The girl woke up instantly, her eyes widened in the darkness, and she listened with bated breath.
Then the mother said: "What nonsense are you talking about? Wei Wai's grades are so good, he can get into a good university."
"How many years will it take for her to graduate from college? Have you ever thought about how much college tuition costs? Where do we get the money to let her go to college."
"But" Mother continued to refute.
The father who has always regarded her as the jewel in his palm is so strange that he seems to have changed his soul: "After all, she is a girl, and she will marry into someone else's family. No matter how you say it, you have to think about it."
Next, the mother did not speak again.
Zhouwei grew up under the loving care of her parents. Even though she lived in a surrounding environment that valued sex over girls, and even though many girls she knew were instilled with the idea that younger brothers were more important than herself, her father always practiced it. He told her confidently that she and Zhou Yao were the same to him, and she had firmly believed in it and was proud of it.
Precisely because of this, this blow was a catastrophe, shattering all the cognition and trust of emotions in the previous 16 years. All that steadfastness, all that pride, suddenly all self-righteousness and self-righteousness.
She wished she had never heard these white lies.
She remembered that when she was a child, she used her father's preference to fight against Zhou Rao, she remembered the petty temper she had when she was born in Zhou Rao because she was worried that she would be left out, she remembered her reliance on her father wholeheartedly, and she remembered a certain article. In the award-winning composition, she wrote "I know that my parents will always love me and my brother with the deepest love"
It turns out that daughters and sons are different after all, no matter how sensible she is, no matter how good she is at studying, no matter how much she looks like her father, no matter how good she is, just because she is a girl, she is doomed to be just a second child. Waiting for citizens.
In fact, her parents didn't mention this to her later, and the next morning, the only egg at home was shared with her and Zhou Zhou. Looking at the half egg in the bowl, Zhou Wei almost thought it was just absurd After waking up from the dream, she was still a child equal to Zhou Rao, but she didn't want to deceive herself.
In this game, in order to prevent someone from being kicked out one day, it is better for her to stop it herself. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com