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Shi Qingqiu drove the car very fast, and he didn't know how long it took to get there, so he put the car away and went to the study.
She didn't have time to change her shoes or clothes, she only had that diary on her mind.
Wen Qinghan wrote a diary for seven years, which contained all the past that Shi Qingqiu wanted to know.
When Wen Qinghan confessed to the diary before, Shi Qingqiu didn't intend to read the diary. Because I feel that I can't help but feel distressed when I see the past, and I can't help but tell Wen Qinghan.
But Wen Qinghan said, if you read it, don't let her know.
Only then did Shi Qingqiu stop thinking about it, and only thought about giving her all the good things in the days to come and making up for the past.
Let her be happy, make her satisfied, make her happy.
But today, Shi Qingqiu wanted to know those pasts, and after Jian Yizhi told Wen Qinghan's thoughts, she wanted to know those pasts.
I want to know how many years Wen Qinghan has been hiding and reading. She wanted to know when she had accumulated feelings that allowed her to imagine for herself so reticently, even if it was against her will, she had to think about herself first.
Shi Qingqiu found the diary from the drawer, it was not in the same place as when she first came here, Wen Qinghan still kept the habit of writing a diary.
The diary is very thick, and the edge of the book is a little swollen. This is because of many years of use. The white cover is not stained, which shows how much Wen Qinghan loves it.
Shi Qingqiu sat on a chair, held the diary and took a deep breath, and after a while, carefully opened the first page.
Wen Qinghan's familiar Gang Jun font came into view, it was when they first entered university.
There was only one simple sentence that day: "I like her, I'm sure."
Shi Qingqiu couldn't help laughing, it was really in line with her old cadre style, uninteresting and direct.
Many days passed between the following dates, but Shi Qingqiu couldn't laugh anymore, and his nose became sour.
"She has another girl beside her, and that girl loves to laugh just like her. When they are together, she will be happier than the last minute, and she will be happier than when I am with me, which is good. I do If I can't do it, someone else should do it for me."
It seems that the Wen Qinghan of that time appeared in front of my eyes, the wind was light and the clouds were calm, he came and went freely, never said much, his eyes seemed to be filled with a sea, and he couldn't see through or see clearly.
Shi Qingqiu couldn't help biting his lip, and continued to read.
"We haven't had a good conversation for a few days. I really want to talk to her a few more words, talk about the weather these days, and talk about how my parents have recently become addicted to computer games. But I can't seem to find it. If you have the opportunity to speak up, forget it."
The handwriting of the last full stop is a little smudged, as if the tip of the pen stayed for a while, and then slowly rounded up.
The sentence "forget it" made the indifferent Wen Qinghan so hesitant, Shi Qingqiu's heart ached without warning, and his eyes turned red.
She didn't even remember what she was doing at that time. In short, there was no Wen Qinghan in the picture in that memory.
During that time, they rarely met, and when they met, they just said hello and left.
"She asked me out today, and I knew I shouldn't have said yes, I shouldn't have approached her, but I wanted to see her, and I couldn't help it. She introduced the girl to me formally, and she said 'this is my girlfriend'. When she is speaking, there seems to be light in her eyes, and this is what I want to see the most, so it doesn't matter if it's not me."
Shi Qingqiu's eyes were covered with a layer of mist. Through the mist, she saw that the lower part of this page had been soaked in water, like a drop of water, and a faint black ink was wiped away around it.
There was a picture in front of her eyes. When the tears were falling, Wen Qinghan wiped them off in such a hurry that she didn't even notice that her hands were stained with ink.
With trembling hands, she turned page by page, read page by page, and looked at the diary that Wen Qinghan wrote every few days or weeks. In other words, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a weekly diary.
"She doesn't need me in her life at all. That girl did a lot of things for her that I wanted to do but couldn't do. If I were given a chance, I would also like to make milk for her and lie down with her Talking on the grass, just the two of us. However, there are no ifs in this world."
"I miss her so much, I can take it, I know I can take it."
"She cried because the girl was gone. I don't know why that person didn't want her, why he was so cruel. I wanted to comfort her, I wanted to hug her, I wanted to be her armor to protect her. But I didn't hug her.bsp; Shi Qingqiu gave a "hmm", thought for a while, and asked, "Can you come back from the airport now? Let's meet."
Jian Yizhi glanced at her watch, then looked in the direction of Qi Yue, who was saying goodbye to her classmates with a decent smile.
Jian Yi said with a smile: "Okay, I don't have anything to do anyway."
She knew that after last night, Shi Qingqiu might have something to say or something to ask. In short, it must be all about Wen Qinghan.
They met at the coffee shop, Shi Qingqiu tied up her long hair, wore glasses, and her makeup couldn't hide all the fatigue.
Jian Yi saw her in the corner at a glance. Even if she is not as dazzling as the one under the camera, her outstanding temperament and beautiful profile are very easy to be instantly locked out of the crowd.
"Qingqiu, what's the matter with you? Your eyes are swollen like something." Jian Yizhi sat down opposite her while unbuttoning her.
"It's okay, I'll just touch up my makeup later." Shi Qingqiu narrowed his eyes slightly, feeling a little pain in his eyes.
Jian Yizhi didn't ask any more questions, and said to her: "I have successfully completed the task you gave me, and I can't talk about other things. Qinghan, as long as it is related to you, I don't care about it." Whoever it is, she won't listen to what she says. So, just see what to do with her."
"What can I do?" Shi Qingqiu laughed, "I can't think of anything other than scolding her now."
In addition to scolding, I also want to bite. She bit her as long as she cried last night, and the biting made her remember well, thinking about what was wrong.
Jane just laughed and didn't answer.
Shi Qingqiu asked: "During college, Qinghan had the habit of writing a diary, did you know about this?"
Jane shrugged her shoulders, "I know it, because she is very careful in writing things and never let people get close. I still occasionally saw her writing furtively, so I guessed that it was probably a diary. She never mentioned it. And it's well hidden."
Shi Qingqiu smiled and said: "You pay attention very carefully."
"Isn't that so?" Jian Yizhi became interested, "Sometimes when I see her writing, I just want to care about her. I'm so bored all day long, and one day I'll be bored. Who knows, I'll turn around She hid it as soon as she was in the body, and she didn't answer when I asked her, I was really convinced."
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Shi Qingqiu turned his head and looked out the window, as if he saw that girl with a cold outline writing something with her back straight.
The dormitory is so noisy, there are people talking about movies, TV shows, and gossips, and there is only one clean place left, no one disturbs.
There is something wrong with her writing posture, as if she is protecting a precious thing from prying eyes. No one approached her, no one approached her, and no one noticed her.
Even so, she still did not slack off, fearing that the secrets hidden deep in her heart would be exposed to the sun.
Outside the window, there were passers-by chatting and laughing, and dead leaves were falling, Shi Qingqiu suddenly felt heartbroken.
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