"Yeah, my aunt doesn't want you to be so sad for her after she dies."
In the mourning hall, Yu Xi wore a black mourning dress with a haggard look on her face. At this moment, she was completely unable to cheer up to greet these friends who came from afar, and her friends were very considerate of her suffering from the death of her mother at the moment. Shock, just a few words of comfort.
After sending off all the guests, Yu Xi also persuaded her husband and children to leave. During these last days, she wanted to accompany her mother alone.
The white candles in the mourning hall made a crackling sound, which was the only sound in this empty hall. Yu Xi looked at her mother's kind and gentle smile on the posthumous photo, just like when she was alive, but she could no longer give her enough. Soul comfort.
It is said that a child with a mother is a baby no matter how old she is. Now that her mother is gone, she can no longer act like a child.
Yu Xi rubbed her dry eyes that had been crying for a long time, and went back to her mother's room, ready to sort out the unfinished belongings.
When she was arranging the jewelry box left by her mother, when she saw a notepad in the hidden compartment of the jewelry box, she couldn't hold back her curiosity and took out the book.
This is a notebook with a cowhide cover. The pages have turned yellow. The words Jiang Yueyue written on the cover prove that the owner of the diary is her mother.
Although she knew it was wrong to do so, Yu Xi missed her mother so much. She wanted to learn about her mother's past through this diary. With such an impulse, she opened the diary.
? 2018.09.27
Dad took me to Disney and bought me this diary, I like it very much, love Dad.
? 2018.09.28
I had a nightmare, my father comforted me, I love my father
There is not much substantive content. Yu Xi calculated her mother's age when she wrote this diary, and couldn't help but smile knowingly. At that time, her mother was still a child, and she liked to pester her parents and act like a baby.
But it's no wonder that mother likes her father so much. In Yu Xi's heart, her grandfather is also the best grandfather in the world. When she was very young, her grandfather's arms were her cradle. She could ride on his grandfather's neck and smile proudly. The little ones of the same age.
It's a pity that when she was nineteen years old, her grandfather passed away due to illness. At that time, she was still in school, and she couldn't even come back in time to see her grandfather for the last time. This has always been her regret.
Thinking of her grandfather who died young, Yu Xi felt even more sad.
She sniffed and continued to look down.
? 2019.7.3
My father took me to learn taekwondo, which was more difficult than I imagined. This was the first time that my father did not pamper me. My father told me that I can¡¯t always hope that all the people I meet are good. I should have the ability to protect myself, he can't always guard me, I should learn to grow up.
So sad, will daddy leave me?
Get angry and go on a hunger strike for three hours.
"Pfft¡ª¡ª"
Seeing this article, Yu Xi felt sad and funny at the same time. She seemed to be able to see her mother pouted when she was young, pretending to be angry, and her small eyes sneaked glances at grandpa's arrogant appearance from time to time, because she came here like this when she was a child of.
Practicing martial arts seems to be the only way for the children of the Jiang family, first her mother, then her, and then her two children. Yu Xi thinks this tradition should be passed down from generation to generation, just like what grandpa taught her mother, We can't hope that all the people we meet are good people. When danger comes, they have to have the ability to protect themselves.
? After finishing feeling, Yu Xi turned down page by page. The diary is not written every day. When the book was halfway through, Yu Xi's speed of turning pages seemed much slower.
? 2026.5.17
It's a nightmare again, and now I understand what happened to me eight years ago, that man is the devil.
? 2026.5.18
I can't imagine, what would happen to me if my father didn't show up?
During this period of time, the words in the diary were very scribbled, and Yu Xi's heart was gripped like these words. She had a vague guess in her heart, but she was not sure.
After a long period of time, the diary was suspended, and it was not until three years later that the notebook was used again.
? 2029.7.23
After looking for a lot of relationships, I finally found the man back then. He was in a mental hospital and had a bad life. I am very happy.
When I went to visit, he was curled up in the corner of the ward, knocking his head on the wall constantly, muttering "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I was wrong."
The doctor said that he has been like this since he was sent to a mental hospital. This man is a pedophile, and he seems to have offended someone. The other party castrated him and tortured him severely. Since then, his psychological The defense line was crushed, immersed in the panic of being abused, and could never come out again.
This nightmare-like existence that has tormented me in my dreams for a long time has disappeared, and now he is a bedbug who is constantly enduring psychological and physical torture in remorse.
I am free!
? 2029.7.26
When the man had the accident, my father was often not at home. I think back, during that time, a policeman seemed to have come. I don¡¯t know what he talked with my father, but now, I seem to realize it.
Not only Jiang Yueyue realized it, but Yu Xi, who was reading the diary, also realized it.
There was a dull pain in her chest, and she felt like she couldn't breathe.
I feel sorry for my mother who had such a experience, and I am grateful to my grandfather for saving my mother at that time, so that her life would not be messed up because of that incident.
But her mother was protected by her grandfather, and Yu Xi couldn't imagine what kind of mood her grandfather was in during that time, how much grief he had to endure, planning such a comprehensive plan by himself, even the police couldn't catch him pigtails.
Yu Xi wiped away tears, then looked down.
In the subsequent diary, my mother did not mention this matter again. She experienced love breakup, love and marriage, and having children like ordinary girls. Daily trivial things and work occupied most of the chapters in the diary until the time approach 2048, the year my grandfather died.
The diary is drawing to a close.
The last one was on March 21st when my grandfather passed away.
? 2048.3.21
Every girl hopes to have a prince in her life who will come to her on a white horse. In my life, a great king has accompanied me for half my life.
He pulled me up from the quagmire and taught me to be the queen of life while being a princess. He is more important to me than any prince.
Today, my king is gone.
So far, the diary is over.
Yu Xi covered her mouth and burst into tears¡ª¡ª
On the day when the body was cremated, Yu Xi only added a red diary to the cremation relics besides the set of clothes worn by her mother Jiang Yueyue.
Husband and children couldn't understand, but Yu Xi didn't explain too much.
The mother's tomb has already been set up, with the grandfather's tomb on the left and Yu Xi's father's tomb on the right. Holding her mother's favorite jasmine flower, Yu Xi, who is over 50 years old, stands in front of the tombstone.
She shouldn't be sad, maybe now the mother is happily reunited with her king and prince, that is the mother's greatest happiness. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com