I will never forget what she said at that time, "Brother Jingze. I'm leaving soon and going to Country M. Even if you come back now, you won't be able to see me again."
This is a word of despair for myself. At that time, I fell ill, and no one knew about me. At that time, I was desperate, and I had no idea of ??living.
Why is this happening? Why did I lose her? The words of the teacher at that time flashed in my mind, do I really want to be alone for the rest of my life?
God is so unfair? Why did I give myself hope, but in the end it ended like this? Let yourself, a heartless and cold-blooded person, learn to love, but she didn't choose herself.
I fell ill. I was already having a fever, but now I can't afford it. That kind of heart-like ashes feeling, I have experienced it myself.
During that time, I was working hard, so I didn't have the energy to think about other things.
All the emotions in the heart are left with sadness.
At that time, I didn't even have the desire to eat. Although I didn't want to die, I really couldn't eat, so I lost weight.
In almost a year, I received a letter from her.
I felt my heart beating again. Look at the gifts she gave herself and ask yourself to help.
As long as she said it, she could do whatever she wanted.
I started to study foreign languages ??desperately, and the translators around me felt that I was working too hard, but if I didn't do this, I would be full of her.
Several foreigners set up factories in China, and I am more active than them, doing everything by myself, and my foreign language level has improved by leaps and bounds.
When chatting with them, I just want to know her situation, but these people are not very familiar with her, and they know very little.
But I didn't give up. Finally mustered up the courage to go home.
Tai Nai is a sensible person, she shows herself the photo of her and that man.
Seeing how well-matched they are together, seeing the smile on her face, this is something I don't want to admit.
"Jingze, you have to let go."
"It's too milky, I can't let it go for the rest of my life."
"Why are you bothering?"
"I will always wait for her, I believe I will see her one day."
The old lady shook her head, and the mother burst into tears.
I have never seen such a mother before, but I really can't do it myself if I want to find another woman.
Kneel down to your parents and ask them to forgive your waywardness. I want to wait for her forever, even if I know in my heart that there may be no hope at all. But I just want to persevere.
In the end Tai Nai agreed, and mother yelled at Tai Nai for the first time, but this did not change anything.
Leaving home, it is a busy life again.
Finally, she waited for someone to live with her. I really took extra care of him, just relying on their family's care of Hongmei.
I know a lot about her life abroad. I know she is still so dazzling.
Are you proud of yourself at that time? I am really happy for her and proud of her.
Zhao Haozheng knew what he liked to hear, so he told him every detail of her life there.
That period of time was my happiest. I deceived myself in my heart, she was studying abroad and was not married, so I waited for her at home.
Four years passed very quickly, and I kept counting the time of her return in the last year.
But I didn't know the exact time of her return, so I was sent out again. When she came back, she had really become someone else's woman, and she was pregnant.
Maybe I have been harmed and have immunity. Although it is very painful, it is far from the despair when I first found out that she was married.
He was sent out again, that man's mind was too small, he didn't allow himself to get close to her at all.
What if I would do the same? It turned out that Zhang Shouyi, who was so powerful, also had no sense of security. This realization made me feel a lot better.
I went out again without complaint, this was working for her, and I wanted to.
Parents, grandma, grandma and grandma also came to the capital, and they really regarded Hongmei as a granddaughter.
Having family members by her side makes her feel at ease. With that silly boy who also likes her.
When she got a call from Tainai, she found out that she had given birth to four boys.
At that time, I felt distressed. I had seen her big belly, and I was tired.
The two drove home directly and changed shifts, that is??Can't stop.
He returned to the capital without stopping, and returned to her side.
Looking at the four boys, I felt a little dizzy. But looking at the child who looks the same as Hongmei, I have a voice in my heart telling me that this is my son, my own.
Tai Nai told herself that Zhang Shouyi had agreed to let the third child recognize him as a foster father.
That kind of joyful feeling is to feel comfortable from the top of the head to the heels.
Holding this child, my own son, is satisfying, never before.
From now on, I will work harder and give my son the best. I'm going to start saving his wife money for him.
I was transferred back and started working in the department, Hongmei told herself that she didn't want to delay herself.
I also have this idea. I used to have no desires and desires, but I have a son and want to pave the way for my son.
Although they were all in the capital, he didn't see her every day, because Zhang Shouyi was just on guard against him.
He was afraid that he would snatch her away, right? But I no longer have any unrealistic ideas in my life.
I just think about my next life, in my next life I will not be arrogant, and I will never let her slip away from me again.
The happiest thing for me now is to see my son, looking at that eccentric, beautiful and incredible son, inspired all my father's love.
The children have to go up the mountain to study, and they want to go up the mountain by themselves, even if there are two days a week, they want to be with their son.
Watching him grow up day by day, that kind of happiness is incomparable to anything else.
His official position is getting higher and higher. The power in hand is also growing.
This is what I want, and I just want to have more and more rights.
Knowing that Zhenye will inherit Zhang Shouyi's position in the future, his son can't miss it. So I have to work hard to pave the way for him.
That child really didn't let him down, he was really smart, and he was very close to him.
After Zhou Shixiong passed away, Hongmei became pregnant again.
I really don't want her to suffer, but looking at her smile, I can't say anything.
Hongmei gave birth to three more sons, none of whom were girls, and there was one child who looked like Hongmei in particular.
I still want him, but Zhang Shouyi just doesn't agree.
I put down all my dignity and knelt down to him, begging him to give me Xiaowu and let him be my second son. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com