Since I can remember, I have been strictly required, and I have never had the experience of playing with children of the same age.
It's not that I don't envy other children who can go up the mountain and down the river, but whenever I see Tai Nai's figure, I'm unconsciously afraid, and I don't have the courage to ask to play.
There is endless knowledge to learn every day. When I was ten years old, I had changed three masters. Every day when I open my eyes, I am the master, and only at night can I see my mother who came to see me.
There was hatred and resentment in my heart, but then it remained flat.
When my mother was a child, she hugged herself and cried, and she cried herself at that time. Later, she began to comfort her mother, until she was indifferent.
My two younger sisters and my younger brother were taken away by the second master. At that time, I also thought about leaving together, but this kind of thought was only for a moment, and I knew it was impossible.
After I was ten years old, I was sent to the capital. At that time, my heart was full of joy, right? Imagine being free at last. I finally got rid of the place that suffocates me, the place that I can't even call home.
However, people's habits have already been formed, and it is impossible to completely let go of the habit of studying.
I continued to learn chess in the capital, and after only one year, the master could no longer teach me anything, but I didn't want to go back, so I just dawdled. Playing with the granddaughter of the master every day, although I feel that the child is too naive, it is not bad. It's not tiring to get along like this.
Sometimes when I see her being stupid, I feel disgusted to death. Using a pig to describe her is a shameful pig.
However, it also adjusted my boring life.
The master and his wife seemed to very much hope that their granddaughter could play well with them, so they followed their wishes.
So in the eyes of outsiders, we are childhood sweethearts. Once the second master and his wife came over, they even joked about asking me to marry Zheng Wenhui. What joke are you talking about? Such a person can only be a spice in her own life, and she is not qualified to stand by her side.
Tai Nai probably knew what she was thinking, and spent more than half of the second year on the mountain.
In fact, I am a person who refuses to admit defeat from the bottom of my heart.
Received inhuman devil training on the mountain. But I never thought of giving up, and I kept on persisting. At that time, I wondered how long I could last?
Since I can remember, I have been learning knowledge every day, and suddenly I don¡¯t need my brain, but my physical strength. Do you feel so happy?
Sweating profusely every day, that was the happiest time for me, as if the shackles on my body had been removed.
Obsessed with being beaten every day, even if you are beaten so hard that you can't get up, you are willing to live this kind of life.
Lying on the wooden board every night, wondering if I have a tendency to be masochistic? How can I be so obsessed with this kind of life.
In the second year, I didn't go down the mountain at all. Every day is to soak in the mountains, challenging the instructors one by one. At the worst time, his ribs were broken, but he was still able to laugh out loud.
When I was thirteen, I was taken back by my father.
When I saw him at the time, I was disgusted and resisted, right? But I have been taught by Confucius and Mencius since I was a child, and I am absolutely obedient to my elders.
Dad may have seen his silence, so he gave himself time, money, and let him go out to play, wherever he wanted, and how he wanted to play, but he couldn't leave the capital.
Twenty yuan a day, at that time I didn't know where to go to play? How to play? playing what?
Floating on the street, in 1952, when there was still not enough to eat, the people on the street were like pieces of paper. In my eyes, they were wandering souls, without a body.
On the first day, I didn't spend a penny. On the second day, my father gave me another 20 yuan and five catties of food stamps.
I felt that I should spend money, so I didn't wrong myself again at noon, but went to the biggest restaurant on the street.
It turns out that this is what the master taught me not to pay attention to appetite.
In the evening, I went to another restaurant. For three days in a row, I ate all the big restaurants in the capital, and I felt bored. Such days are not interesting at all.
Now I still have more than 60 yuan left in my hand, and 15 catties of food stamps. Dad continued to give it at night.
Then I went to the mall, just like an outsider, watching those people line up, shopping, and sometimes fighting for popular products, which is quite interesting.
So I have a new fun, which is to go to the supply and marketing cooperative every day, and watch the excitement in the building.
It was still three days. After three days, I suddenly felt that this was too boring.
Returning from boredom, Liu Aimin asked, "Jing Ze, what have you gained in these eight days?"
"Dad, I don't think I'm suitable for such a comfortable life."
"Just think it out for yourself, what else do you want to try?"
Liu Jingze shook his head, "No more, I don't think it's interesting. Let's go home and study." It's ironic, I gave myself a chance, but I couldn't adapt.
"Jingze, I won't find you a master anymore, you should go to school."
"Dad, let's go to school at home."
"You can live in your hometown, but only in the city. You can live in your third master's house."
"Why? I don't like them."
"Jingze, this is also a course. If you don't like them, you have to find a way to adapt yourself. In the future, you will meet more people you don't like. You can only change yourself. Let yourself adapt.
There are still two days left, you can arrange your own time and do whatever you want. "
Liu Jingze was so boring wandering the streets. Unknowingly went home, still picked up the book.
Even reading at home, I persisted for two days.
Ten days passed, and my father took me to the home of master Zheng Jixian.
Of course I brought a lot of presents. Dad is a direct person, and directly denied the Zheng family couple's matter about Zheng Wenhui.
"Mr. Zheng, Jingze has a fianc¨¦e, and she made up her mind when she was a child. Our Liu family will never regret the marriage.
This is 200 yuan. It has been more than a year. Thank you Mr. Zheng for taking care of Jingze. "
The faces of the Zheng family and his wife have changed. But still endured no attack.
Zheng Wenhui actually pulled herself to cry, it was really disgusting, but she would never do anything to make others pay attention to me, so she patiently comforted her.
The two of you finally broke away from the Zheng family, "Dad, how could I have a fiancee? Why didn't I know?"
"It's Zhang Aiguo's daughter, Zhang Hongmei. Although she is just four years old, she is also your future daughter-in-law.
Jingze, although I said that we will not regret the marriage, but if you are really unwilling, we will not force it. "
"Dad, go back and tell my grandma, don't mention Zhang Hongmei as my fiancee in the future. Just pretend that there is no such thing." (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com